I can't take it any more, sex lay off for me
I can’t do this to myself anymore, having sex and having that inadequate feeling inside. Last night I had sex with a girl I slept with before, and the turn out was just as bad as before. Although she has given birth to a child before, I can’t help but feel inadequate(size wise). I mean just like before, I fell right in her no problem, no friction, no resistance.
I thought that quarter inch I gained in girth would come in handy, that shit didn’t make a bit of difference, she made my 5.5 girth feel like 4 inches around. I have confidence in myself and all, but it’s just like it’s useless to even try, I think she could handle 6.5 grth no problem. I just hate to put myself in that type of situation with her or another female again, at least until I reach 6 in. grth or so. So I think a six month lay off from sex is definitely in order, I know 5.5 is great for some girls, but who wants to go through the pain and embarrassment of sorting them out.
In fact there is another girl I know that is throwing herself at me, but just like the other she gave vaginal birth to one child also. For that very reason above I humor her and joke with her, but will not allow it to progress any further than that.