Lap dancer has given me some sort of awakening. Whats going on?
Hi Thunders,
After a toxic work environment and a fair amount of time off (depression) I decided to attend an adult club to take my mind off things. I had a great dance with a woman and it both took my mind off things and made me feel better, read less depressed. I enjoyed the experience so much that a few weeks later I returned however the original woman was not there and I had a dance with another woman. Well, I thought the first one blew my mind. This one was sensational.
She kept telling me how wet I was making her and at one point said, Who are you? As if to say, how are you doing this to me. I said to myself, yeah right, Im (sorry about the punctuation, my keyboard is broken on the quote key) paying you and thats great that you are giving such a good show and left it at that.
A few weeks on I went again. I found the second Woman and we had our 2nd dance. Again she was saying how wet I was making her, so I called her on it. I said, Thats really nice but your joking. She said that she wasn’t joking and spun around to show me a very erect bit of female anatomy. She then drew a string of juice with her fingers and said, I cant fake that. I then asked her if she was turned on by me being turned on to which she replied. Your easy, your so sexual and you not a creep. Some guys I really have to work on with the moans. Yep, cant argue with that and I went home with a sense that yeah, I can still turn a woman on.
Third dance, she had her period and wasn’t that into it and it was fine and still a nice dance.
Fourth dance. She says, I just love the way you touch me. Even when you are just giving me a shoulder massage. She then got a little what I called rough. I told her that she seemed to like it a bit rougher than my usual delicate touch. She corrected me to say not rough, passionate. I agreed that this was indeed a better term. The dance continued and I let my self go and my passion come out. For the next 10 mins we were both raw. After we had finished I now understood what she was talking about regarding passion. Never mind turning it up to 11. I would say this was up to 14+ over the previous experience. And after we left the room she bought me a drink. I thanked her for what I described as almost therapy and how much it had helped my self confidence and taught me so much.
Now for the crazy awakening.
The following week I noticed that I defiantly had a greater respect and appreciation for women. Then the awakening started. I would see and attractive woman, not just psychically attractive, and I would get this rush of energy to my chest that then moved down to my groin. I dont know how else to describe it. Last night I was about to go to bed and was thinking about her and I got a rush of energy and warmth to my groin. I though, what has she done to me? It has continued today. I just feel so lucky.
Any one know whats going on with me?
Thanks
SB