oh, Fuck. I have a Venous Leak- Invictus' thread
First and foremost, i’m going to admit that I have a venous leak. I am going to see the Urologist (second time, but with a NEW one this time), and be honest with him. I am finally opening up to surgery options. Thanks to my new family Doctor (not urologist), he has helped me to be a realist- opening up my eyes to my issue and helping me realize that I DO have a problem. :down:
I have a venous leak. I think its the Dorsal Vein, among others. I saw my Doctor the other day and started talking about it and he really thinks I have a leak and will probably need surgery based on my symptoms, but he referred me to a Urologist. I could have damaged it from many things.
I think this time i’ll be a man and admit I have a problem- I keep convincing myself there wasn’t anything wrong and rejected the thought that I would need surgery but I can’t do it anymore. The Negative brought onto my life because of this problem is unfathomable for guys that have normal function. I’m not going to talk about those negative experiences that I went through basically since I started having sex at 16 years old (i’m 20 years old now), but its fucked up- Fucked up that I didn’t recognize the problem for what it really was, and then have balls to confront the issue, instead of sidestepping it like i’ve done this whole time.
Your Dick can be your best friend, or your worst enemy. Just depends how you treat him…
Obviously I fucked something up. I don’t want to type aimlessly. I need some answers, and support. How painful is surgery? How much has it improved you? Would you recommend it?
Thanks,
A Guy in Need ;(