Don't know whats wrong - need help
So the issue is bothering me know for over 2 months and I really don’t know what happened it all started with a simple breakup due to long-distance - at that time I was masturbating kinda more often maybe for relieving myself.
Then during a longer masturbating session (maybe an hour or longer - can’t remember anymore) I felt a shocking pain in pelvic floor (don’t know the exact right muscle names - I belief it was on the right side) - I quickly came afterwards. After that day my penis wasn’t the same anymore I noticed I had I huge flaccid and more veins showing, my pelvic floor would spasm sometimes, my EQ was lower, loss of sensation, reduced penis length (like from 16,5cm to 15,5cm - I’m from Germany so don’t really know the inches :D ) and a little reduced girth. My libido was very low and achieving an erection felt different then usually like stiffer (can’t describe it to well). Than after masturbating a week later with this condition - the large flaccid disappeared and I’ve had a short (even shorter than it used to be - I’ve always been a grower) and a more firm flaccid then usually (maybe mild hard flaccid) since then I only masturbated maybe once a week and the condition isn’t changing at all.
I’ve done blood work a it showed that my t levels were at 440 (I’m 21 by the way and quite fit) - which I found to be quite low maybe due stress and the emotional things I was going through (still do) - I’m also fairly sure that my testicles lost some size (the left one more then the right) (could explain low t levels), my armpit hair grows slower and my beard grows slower too and feels different then it used to. By the way I feel no pain but its bothering me quite a lot as you can imagine.
I really don’t know whats wrong? Did I pull a muscle? Pinched a nerve? Tear something? But if I’d only pull a muscle why is it not improving even after 2 months? Why the change from huge flaccid to a shrunken and more firm one?
Is it even possible to get my normal penis back? I just wanted to be like it used to :(
I really appreciate all help - thanks for replying