Amigo: clearly, *something* is wrong. I feel for you. However, I also believe that practically *anything* can be cured if you set your mind to it and you apply natural cure methods such as those contained in the very best manuals on natural healing. Scar tissue CAN be resolved. Nerve damage CAN be repaired. Tissues which have hardened, become diseased, atrophied, or necrotic can become supple and clean again and eventually be replaced by healthy tissue (in the case of necrosis, they’re *dead* and actually have to be replaced).
I would specifically recommend three books: “Back to Eden” by Jethro Kloss, “Healing With Whole Foods” by Paul Pitchford, and “The Way of Herbs” by Micheal Tierra. If the recommendations which each of these books offer regarding “cancer cures” is taken fastidiously, there is damn little in terms of illness/tissue damage that cannot be cured. Treat your dick as if it were the location of the “cancer”. Poultice it with alterative herbs and hot compresses, change your diet, eliminate intoxicants from your diet, drink green foods such as wheat grass juice or spirulina 2x a day, cleanse your colon, do something called a “gall bladder flush” (the one where you fast on apples for two days and then drink warm olive oil and lemon juice before bed) 2x a year, and yadda, yadda, yadda. Do what the books say- especially the Tierra and Pitchford books. The Jethro Kloss book’s information on herbs and treatment is quite outdated but it gives excellent advice on topics such as hygeine and specific methods for applying curative forces via external applications (in your case to your dick).
If you follow the recommendations that these individuals throw out there in these tomes, you can EXPECT TO GET BETTER. period.
Problem is, it’s a bitch to change your life to this degree. If you can do it for a year, you’ll have your “cure”. It may actually take significantly less time depending upon how you apply yourself. I have to date witnessed around twenty people walk right out of the grave and back into life using these methods. And have seen astounding cures in non-life threatening diseases as well. I was doing shit like this (juice fasting, enema therapy, macrobiotic diet, and etc.) for about five years of my life. I did it because it made me feel good and I’ve always been attracted to experimentation and the idea that we don’t necessarily have to be *miserable* as we age.
Without intending to do so I healed up my poor vision (haven’t worn glasses for over 8 years now), rebuilt my knees (totally smashed from high level competitive ice hockey), shoulder (mountain climbing accident), halted my receding hairline and grew my shit back to high school density (still looking good!), and, generally, regressed the ageing process considerably.
Believe it or not, your health is actually in YOUR HANDS and nobody cares about it as much as you do.
I went surfing last week with a friend of mind. Met him ten years ago. At that time he weighed 110 pounds, had acute mylocytic leukemia, and had been given three weeks to live. He threw his interferon out the tenth floor window of his apartment building, adopted all sorts of alternative cures, and, as I said, *lived*. He’s a much better surfer than me. When I met him he was literally GREEN. His voice was so weak you couldn’t even hear him talk.
On the sick scale his problems were an 11 (out of 10).
You’re dealing with like a 4 here. Kick it’s ass.