Penile bruise won't go away
As the title says, I have a bruise that won’t go away. Last year’s December I started jelqing, followed all rules and instructions: heat, lubrication etc. After about 6 weeks, one day during jelq I felt something like a sharp stabbing pain on the left side under the penis head, but just for a second. I stopped for a minute expecting the worst, but there was no more pain and I proceeded to finish the reps (I know, bad decision). Before I went to sleep I looked at the place where I felt the pain and saw a bruise. I figured that couple of days rest should be enough for it to heal. Skipped 2-3 days, tried masturbating one time, everything was fine, no pain. Next day I tried jelqing and started feeling dull pain in the bruise, so I thought more rest time should help. I skipped one week, no PE, no masturbation, but the pain stayed. It wasn’t unbearable, but it was annoying: dull pain both during flaccid and hard state and now it was like it’s almost all over the left side. I went to urologist with this and couple other questions (not important), he almost didn’t tell me anything, other than that it could be nerve damage. I had to remind him about the bruise at the end of consultation in order for him to give me at least some sort of a healing advice, he gave me recipe for an anticoagulant ointment. I bought one and used it for a week, yet somehow pain got worse, I even had to use painkillers a couple of times. At the start of the new week, I rushed to the same urologist, but it turned out that he went for a vacation. I was really tired, so I just returned home. I kept using anticoagulant for a few weeks more but the bruise stayed the same. Months passed and with each month pain gradually became lesser. After the fourth or fifth one, I started thinking that pain went away, but it wasn’t true. Since then and up until now the situation hasn’t changed: I feel no pain during flaccid 99% of the time, the 1% being the small ache after masturbation which goes away in 2-8 hours. I feel pain when I’m hard, but only after 30-40 minutes of masturbation. I guess it’s worth mentioning that I masturbate for 1 hour minimum, on average 2-3 hours, almost every day or every other day, except for weekends. Sometimes I skip 2-3 days thinking that it would help, but nothing changes. Interesting thing is that if I try to masturbate several times in a row, pain becomes less, but it’s still there.
A whole year almost passed and I still not fully healed. Bruise is still there, it didn’t become smaller nor bigger, pain didn’t go away too, but it’s located only in place of bruising. I’m planning to see another urologist in a month or two and stop masturbating until then. Why wait so long you would ask, that’s because I live in a small town, and I already met the best urologist in town (the one I wrote about earlier), frankly I didn’t like how he treated me, although my consultation lasted for 40 minutes, when I walked out, I felt like I wasn’t given any solution. I plan to move to a bigger city, after moving I’ll start looking for the doc who could help me. Until then I decided to ask for help from you guys. I’ve searched in google for anything related to my problem, but found almost nothing. I know that this is not a place to look for professional help, but I will be happy to hear any advice about my problem, maybe someone here experienced something similar. This thing been bothering me for a year and I felt really depressed this whole time. At this point I have no idea what this is: burst vessel, nerve damage, thrombosis, varicose.
I’m sorry if this looks like a chaotic wall of text, I’ve tried to give as mush info related to injury as possible.
Also I apologize for any mistakes, english is no my native language.
