Quick update
I’m the author of the post, I injured 1year and 2 months ago. After injury I got a long flaccid penis and felt like it was detached, I couldn’t get 100% erections for few weeks, I had soft glans and pain in the glans. I was very anxious I barely slept and I went to work and forget everything they told me to do in about 5second. It was a very terrible time of my life. It was made by two things stress+physical damage. After 1 month I met a girl, I acted very strange because of my pain and damaged penis but in the end now She is my girlfriend since 1 year.
Too long to rewrite all the process I’ll just skip to today situation.
Today I’m half healed.
Physical point of view:
-I can have 100% erections, sometimes also morning woods, not always(I don’t care).
-I still have no feeling when it’s flaccid, If I “make it jump” by stretching the Pc muscle I barely feel something. When it’s erect it jumps normally.
-Glans is still soft but it gets filled. So the size changes but it’s not hard has before.
-sex is kind of Ok, but not very pleasant. I feel very few compared to normal, I almost don’t feel anything in certain position (when she’s on top). It hurts if I close her legs so that her pussy is tighter and that’s because glans is fucking weak and soft. But in the end I can have sex.
-masturbation still feels strange, I feel I’m less sensitive and glans is different and softer.
-I no longer have pain in the glans during sex, maybe because I’m trying to avoid certain position.
-I no longer have strange pain in the pubes. Neither the feeling of something sticking in my anus (bad feeling guys).
-it got smaller when flaccid, but sometimes it got kind of half hard flaccid.
-balls behave with up and down. Sometimes they are soft and feels like full of water, like detached with lower sensitivity. Sometimes when I cross my legs for 15minutes for example they go really up inside my body and it’s strange to walk with this tickling. I get tickling in my legs and in my balls in this situation.
-sometimes the ass felt strange like it’s full of water too, lower sensitivity and extraneous feeling, but it passes in 1/2 days.
-I sleep with just soft pants, no underwear (more freedom for night erection)
-i use slips or boxers that don’t let my penis free. So I don’t feel discomfort when balls or penis get loose. They may got loose but I don’t know it, only if they get too much loose and i need to adjust them in the pants.
-lower back pain, and even pain in the ass bone (I don’t know the name) especially with certain gym exercise like squat or lunges.
-still too low Testosterone. But I didn’t took any supplements. I start to go to gym and swim. I need to test it again. This may be a key factor for my problem.
Mental point of view:
-stess is lower, I sleep more (7.30h) but I think I need 8 hours. I go to swim sometimes and I think it helps to move all the muscles and for blood flow, few times also gym. Now I can remember what people told me more easily, but not yet as normal. Stress had distorted my memory.
-almost no headaches. Before I had this strange strong pressure in all my head I could talk or read I felt like I was in a bubble and couldn’t connect with myself and the others. This pressure is still present sometime but very little. I can talk and look normal. I can finally read again books, before it was impossible. (it may sound stupid or absurd for you but not for me)
-no more pain in the chest. Once I thought i was having an heart attack. This I think never happened again.
Once, few days ago, I played videogames for like 6hours after work and went to sleep at 2am, I didn’t slept much event the day after and I accumulated stress for this reason. My penis reacted going to the really beginning of the injury it really felt detached and long flaccid With extra skin on my penis when it gets normal flaccid. Really shit drawback. but today is back to the actual situation. So, stress, sleep, sports are a very important factor for your penis health.
I come here to read your comments sometimes every 1/2 months but I don’t answer very much and I try to avoid getting back to penis obsession. I try to think to something else in my life. I’d like to go to an other doctor in to have some suggestion, especially for back pain, ass bone pain, random ass desensitized that may be connected to the penis injury. I hope that with sport and less stress I may heal 100%.
If you have any question, suggestion, comments about my situation, please let me know.