By deformed, do you mean it doesn’t look the way it did before the accident? If that is your question, yes. For one, my penis never retracted before unless it was cold temperature or I play basketball because under those circumstances, it is suppose to retract. Now, it is in this retracted form like 80 percent of the time so it looks extremely tiny. Erect, it is the same size but it bends now? I am not sure how to explain if it is a bend or not. It is like assuming I get hard and lay on my bed nude, my penis points towards my body instead of it normally having it pointed st8 to the ceiling. I cannot however push it back so it can point to the ceiling when it is erect. Before the accident, my penis when erect when me lying on the bed on my back, points perfectly straight to the ceiling always. The best picture I can give you is suppose I have a pencil and I put it down on the eraser side so it points to the ceiling, that was how I was before the trauma. Now, I have that pencil point to me with the point pointing at me and I cannot push the point pointing back to the ceiling because it would just point back st8 to me. Not really sure if that is what they call a bend or curvature but I cannot push it back to have it point to the ceiling when it is erect when laying on my back on the bed.