Maybe, maybe not. Depends on if you caused more damage than what the operation it self did. But either way I don’t think it would have hurt your long term penile health because whatever damage you would have done would be superficial just like circumcision.
You need to let everybody know what sort of damage you think you caused. It seems so me that you’re not even sure if it’s damaged or not. So how can we tell you if we can’t see your dick or know how it’s working.
Are you having some problems with ED and you’re worried that your ‘possible’ damage caused something like this?
Is there massive scaring beyond what the normal operation would have caused and your worried that this will somehow affect your performance in some way?
What do you think is wrong?
If you’re not sure but you’ve felt guilty all these years about jerking off after surgery when you knew you probably shouldn’t have been and it’s affected how you feel about your unit then it seems to have affected your mind more than your dick.
Personally I hope you’re not having any problems.