Depressing night last night but motivating for PE
So I‘ve only had sex a few times, first time I had some alcohol in me, I ended up just staying hard for a really long time until the girl started drying up and couldnt go on. I didnt come though. Then I had sex again with this girl, and came super fast, like within 10 seconds easy.
Last night I smoked some weed, and its been like 2 months since I’ve smoked, (I’m planning on stopping), so anyway it started off good, but then it was like I was only semi hard, and it was really embarassing, and besides that like it’s frustrating when you have a small erect penis. I can’t really thrust that much. And some of the positions we were doing were useless I felt like because of my penis size. It felt to me with this girl like the proverbial hot dog threw down a hallway.
Anyway so it was kind of depressing and embarassing and getting me down but at the same time it motivated me to do PE. And live a cleaner lifestyle and get serious with edging practice, so I can naturally last longer, instead of trying to get a little buzzed off alcohol and/or pot.
