Avoid going crazy as a beginner
My example:
“I was fiddling with few of the different autoxsleeve tubes that I had cut short trying to use them as a cock ring after water pumping.
Well in the process of rolling these on and off my penis for 2 hours (as I was trying to get a sleeve to sit nice at the base) I fucked up my skin, kept nicking it and caused bruising due to my OCD kept telling me that I have to keep going until one of the sleeves rolled sit nice at the base.
Now I look at my beat up penis knowing it wouldn’t look like that if I hadn’t tried to improvise and I could feel my mind almost enter another dimension which could lead me to do something irreversible.”
Solution to not go crazy as a beginner:
1. Read and watch as many tutorials and threads as possible before doing anything.
2. Do not try to improvise.