Originally Posted by Tbjorns1153
My only inspiration to do PE even though i was 8”BPEL, was my gf being a totaly cruel bitch letting me believe she has some flings with a guy who was 10 to 11”… even though i found iut it was not true, it still emotionally scared me and drove me to PE.
If I have to state a person I would say Titleist. I look up to him generally and would like to be like him or better.
Otherwise, I’m also driven by revenge feelings and overall anger of potential misshaps like my GF (some sunny day perhaps) thinking low of me and fucking other people because of that. I am driven to become huge so then she is going to be in a losing position should she choose do conduct herself in such a way. It’s way easier and better to be huge overall. I would satisfy her and I feel good about it, so I could get another girl fast should that one stray. Being small though is not cool - I would feel small and insignificant. I imagine myself coming home to some bum fucking my lovely wife’s brains out, hearing sounds coming out of her I have never heard before and words of affection towards him I couldn’t even beg for. Then until I realise what’s going on I have thrown them through the balcony and the apartment being 7-story high, they suddenly stop showing vital signs upon reaching the ground. I would have plenty of time thinking how I could have done PE instead of labeling it a farce, spending my two life sentences behind bars, being somebody’s GF. I may be full of anger and may be fooling myself with all these fantasies and what-ifs, but I won’t be that guy I described.