Hourgasm,
yeah I know.. rationally ;)
Maybe I’m just wired too much on getting to a goal (generally) than enjoying the way there.
Seems I need to do some generic subconscious rewiring for this special topic.. “Wanking” ;) without a purpose (orgasm) seems pointless to me.. which coincides with my body screaming for release.

Time for a change..

Thanks for your insights,
Ys