Had a really scary experience last night
Just sharing this .. Really scary experience last night ;
I was really excited about seeing my gf after a few days. So we finally met, and I am really excited like I said..
We started having sex, and all of the sudden I feel something rip like a tearing of a piece of paper or something, I was so drunk I couldn’t feel any pain but all of the sudden, all this blood kept pouring out of my dick, it wasn’t oozing out, but literally squirting out so much that nearly it covered almost a pillow sized mark on my sheets. I wasn’t thinking logically because I was drunk and I couldn’t feel a thing, but all I could think about was this dick was growing smaller and smaller, and the blood kept gushing out more and more. I thought I had punctured my penis somewhere caused a hole in it. Blood was every where, ( inside my gf) on my face , body etc GF was calm though.
I got dressed quickly, , and told a cold shower , it’s been 20 minutes and the bleeding still hadn’t stopped, by this time my penis is completely deflated. My gf kept assuring me, it’s nothing, don’t worry not a big deal but I just got really panicked.. I had realy butterflies in my stomach,and I didn’t feel like waiting 8 hours to see if she’s right, but if I wait will I miss an opportunity to have something fixed if it’s damaged?
Like I said I was drinking and I was a little emotional I thought about how my life would be over if I never could have sex again. She kept teasing me like, she would have to find someone else now ( joking of course), there are other ways to have sex besides this way ( like she will get a dildo ) , she kept joking and it made me more panicked because ( like what kind of man are you if you can’t f**k your women) like I felt so powerless without the phallus. Like I could never fuck anything in this world again, how am I ever to offer a relationship with another women if I can’t f***k her, like it was just a really scary experience because you guy don’t realize how important a dick is, to your own masculinity and your enjoyment and purpose is life, without a dick. Like I felt so emotional ( and partly because of the GF teasing me on to no end) so I just felt like telling her all this.
Anyway , the only way to see a doctor on Friday at 2 o clock in the morning in my tiny town was to go to the emergency room at the hospital, and it was so embarrassing explaining everything to the nurses what happened and I had to wait like 2 hours before I could see the doctor. Finally when he comes in, he examines me for like 20 minutes and tells me that there is a the the connector tissue ( similar to that piece of skin under our tongues ) teared, and because this particular cut happened in a particular region where there was a lot of veins running through and that I was very excited at the time, this combined to created a the blood letting appearing to come from the penis , when in fact it was only from the skin. He also said that there should be new skin that will be grow over this tissue if I allow it to heal properly . Basically he said that if he doesn’t stop bleeding, he will have to make stitches within a few hours, or else he will have to do surgery to have the foreskin cut . I could have not panicked and not went to the doctor right away at the ER, but I just couldn’t handle the tension to know what happened like I had butterflies in my stomach and just was afraid I might lose the ability to have sex again for the rest of my life.
I think it was the combination of cock ring, her not being wet enough, and my super -excited state. I use this very mild plastic cock ring, because it helps me from ejaculating quickly and also helps erection quality. I don’t think it was ring but more of the tightness and friction was the reason. I think the lesson I learned from this is that, I will always use some form of KY jelly from now and avoid very tight cock rings . I am not able to have sex for 2 weeks because of this. My upper head region , where the tear occur ed, feels so sore that it even hurts when I have an erection.
Luckily, I was able to leave without the surgery, but what sucks about this is that I have to refrain from sex for 2 weeks plus that now I have make the gf comfortable with having sex again without her worried about blood everywhere. I keep trying to tell her that ( it was no big deal, and that everything is going to be fine in 2 weeks)
Anyway, any comments, or thoughts or questions appreciated. If this happened to anyone else , please share thanks .