I injured myself.
This is the most scared I have ever been in my entire life.
I’ve been peing for about 2 months now and have had great gains. Today though something very worrying happened.
I was PEing with my usual 9-10 erection. Everything felt normal. Just finished about 4 Ulis about 1-3 minutes each depending on my EQ. Felt good and I flopped my dick around. Then I started just moving a 9-10 erection around and when I bent it forward it felt like a pop sort of happened but there was no sound. Actually, I’m still not sure there even was a pop sensation. At this moment I have no fucking idea what happened. My instant reaction was to freak and over the course of the next 10 seconds my dick started shrinking gradually to 20% EQ then it just died. I searched online for answers but haven’t seen anything like this. It literally just died during an erect bend forward bend. Zero pain. And I don’t remember pushing that hard because I am very scared to hurt myself.
I have not been able to get an erection in the past 2 hours. My penis feels detached. When I attempt to force an erection via porn I feel my groin area get warm with shifting blood but my penis doesn’t even flinch. The hopeful side of me is telling me it’s purely psychological. My heart has been palpitating hard from the fear for about 2 hours now. When try to think about my dick I get instantly scared and depressed.
Anyways, at this very moment my penis is definitely turtled with very faint bruising. Oh. My. F.
I pray to God, almighty, that this is only a curable injury and that I can heal from this.
If you pros could give me an idea what could have happened any info/advice/references is greatly appreciated.