Intro and few issues. Advice would be highly appreciated
Hi,
Discovered this place recently and got fascinated by all the info. Never heard of jelqing and PE before.
I am 32y, Caucasian male from Eastern Europe. 6.2 height, about 220lbs. I body build since age of 14. Suffered from some sort of slow developing degenerative decease affecting my muscles and joints. Doctors said I have some unique version of the more common autoimmune syndromes and I was lucky that it is progressing very slowly.
Slowly but constanty I lost weight, stamina and endurance. Got down to 150 LBS. Hard to climb to third floor of my building. Never got depressed (just feature of character, harder it gets, tougher and angrier I become), but I got kind of anti-social and only cared about work and business. Not going out, not meeting many people. I looked at my body atrophying and was not happy to show it to anyone. Stopped having sex with girlfriend for few years. Had several moths periods with no masturbation, just did not feel like it. The whole ordeal lasted 9 years.
1 year ago I got prescribed anabolics and immune modulator. And my life turned around. Joints stopped aching, gained 60 pounds of muscle, then another 10. Not angry and aggressive anymore.(roid rage is bulshit). Started feeling more confident in my body, Started to have almost regular sex with GF.. And few others. Noticed several problems, most likely from not using my penis for years.
I have trouble getting good erection and especially keeping it. Before a woman would always get me super hard super fast. Porn sometimes, although I like it a lot.
Premature ejaculation - would probably get it under control with practice.
I have 1 shot per day - that was always like that, even in puberty, even with supraphysiological doses of testosterone. I have one BIG, LONG orgasm and I am done for the day. Would be happy if it can be approved.
My penis has definitely lost some size and not only due to EQ.
So my goals are to improve EQ mainly; regain length a bit, girth not necessarily, but would not turn down.
Read tutorials and watched instructions for jelqing and stretching. Have two problems that I would appreciate help.
1. I have two hernia surgeries and two big scars from incisions. They start from the top sides of my penis and go laterally. Like open bottom V. Each is about 3.5 Inches. If I try to stretch and especially jelq, I feel a pull and pain under the skin.
Can anyone suggest a way around this problem?
2. I have a hard time getting an erection with no woman, or porn It is practically impossible to get even 20% just like that. I never get spontaneous boner and very rarely morning wood. I tried viagra once and ended in the ER with heart palpitations, arrhythmia and debilitating headache, but no boner.
Any way to safely induce and sustain some erection? Pump maybe. Will it stay enough to do exercises? All I have to do is look away and distract myself and erection is gone. I tried to take few pics but couldn’t cut it..
BPEL - 6
MSEG - 5.5
Base is actually thinner than middle.
Goals : Better EQ. Anything on and above 7’ will be quite fun, for entirely selfish reasons.
