Is this too high EL for length?
Hello,
I really need help. Im at a point im very suicidal and Im getting proffesional help luckily. My jelqing hour is my resting point of the day but now its getting ruined every fucking time. Normally my EL is 50% less then this I jelq with a very low EL and I gained 2cm already.
But now I just get too erect during jelqing I cant help it. My dick doesnt get hard and still hangs but it just gets too big. I tried everything: ice packs, paining myself, emotional music and nothing helps.
I think I know the answer that this is too high because I have a lot of red spots on my dick.
The options I do have (aready tried to quit and I quit porn and masturbating doesnt help)
- going to an extender and stop jelqing for a very long time: extender just to cement gains or to keep my gains
- other solutions
Killing myself or quitting is not an option for me for sure
Start: 15.1cm BPEL
Current: 16.9cm
Final goal: 7 inch