Motivation through my experience

I’m back after a time. I started this PE journey a long time ago. But I have to admit that my failure laids on the fact that I couldn’t been consistent.

I lack of privacy (I still live with my family, we’re 5) and some days I also lack time. But privacy actually has been the worst enemy so far.

In the middle of the PE exercises someone calls the doors and ask you the famous “why are you taking some much time in the bathroom” line everyday.

Well, in the middle of that issues, I managed to be regular with newbies routines. I’ve been consistent last year for about the first 8 months of the year.

Was there a bigger problem? Yes, there was.

I started dating last year someone I really desired so bad since about 5 years ago, and I finally got a shot with her.

After a couple of months dating (june and july) I got to the point of having sex with her at my home (we live 40 km. far away from each other and I just could visit her on weekends).

And honestly it was great to me. I gave everything that I had in the field. Gave her great oral sex, we had sex for about 45 minutes or little more. But she didn’t cum.

She said that it was hard to her to cum in this kind of situation (she said she was nervous because my sister was at her bedroom, but no one else in the house that night).

And after a couple of weeks of that night, she decided to stop dating, told me that she didn’t want to have a relationship with me and stuff like that.

My penis with PE had some little improvement, I think it was just EQ improvement, about 1 cm longer and 0.5 girth in 8 months with the newbie routine.

My penis measures are very far from the best sizes (14 cm. long and 12 cm. girth at that moment). And that failure I blamed it to my poor penis size.

She decided to stop seeing each other last year, on late August. And honestly she broke my heart so bad, because I already had strongs feelings for her (she is a great woman).

After that failure I went on with PE for about a month more, but then I couldn’t stop thinking about that failure and asking myself if all that trouble of doing PE and being annoyed and interrupted by relatives in the middle of it everyday was really worth it.

And then I took a break. A long break. My mind wasn’t on the right place, I didn’t even feel the desire and mojo we as men use to have anymore due to the broken heart.

It took me so long to get over that night, and get her off of my mind and heart. Because as I said, she actually is a great woman, great personality, I thought I was with a potential special one. But it seems like I was wrong. Anyway, today after seeing my penis I decided to return. I cannot keep blaming myself and to not do anything to change it.

I decided I will keep doing my best for achieving a better penis that brings me a mental break and releaf of that bitter experience. I won’t quit in my life until I see results through the years. I will come back with the newbie routine for a month, and then starting to wake up earlier and do the PE when everybody is sleeping, so I get more time without being bothered to make longer routines and better ones as months pass by. I hope my experience serves you as a motivation and a statement if you went through some experience like this, you are not alone. This a community, where we all are here for supporting each other. I hope I can get tips from guys that started with my measures. What has been more effective to you to grow? Thanks for reading me. Best of luck for you all and keep the hard work on. Eventually it’ll pay off.

So you talk, I wish you luck with your goals