Psycological or phisiologic
Yesterday I had a shock. I’m very concerned of my size and it’s making me depressed. I joined PE routine in order to help break that depression, but I don’t know if it helps or not.
The thing is that yesterday I went on edging a little and tried hard and hard. At one moment, I remembered how as a teenager I used to press deeply into my perineum (now I know it’s where the BC muscle resides) and did it. I had a very big surprise. Normally my erections are quite soft and pointing at 10 o’clock. But after some time pressing with the hand while jerking, I got a rocky 100% erection! And the best of it was that I measured about 14’5 cms. Erect! That’s 5”7 inches! So my real size is not 5 inches, but 5”7, but I almost never get enough erection! At girth, the gain is very small. I could mantain the 100% erection (once I reached it) for some minutes, but had to be really concentrated.
Initially I had a big boost of euphoria, because it showed I’m lamost an inch above what I thought (and reaching 6 inches bone pressed!). But now I don’t know if the impossibility to reach 100% erections is psycological or there’s something physic (in that case I shouldn’t be able to reach 100% isn’t it?). So, I have an appointment with my doctor on monday, but I wanted to tell you that in case someone experienced similar conditions or just to know what you think of it.
I have night erections (but not 100% erections) and morning wood is also about 50%-70% erection. I only seem to reach 100% with a lot of stimulation by me.
Questions:
- Could it be that I was simply ballooning and that gain in size can only be really specific in time, only near ejaculation? In that case, I would be 5 inches again, lol!
- Do you guys can have 100% erections any day, without stimulating a lot or only by kegeling? How often do you have 100% erections?
- How many of you have this kind of problem or similar (if anyone)?
- Do you think I have to quit PE until I recover perfect functionality? I’m doing kegels for 1 month, but haven’t found any improvement yet.