Special Thanks and Life Goals

Hi everybody!
I just want to say that I still can believe this place exists!

I always thought that it was completely impossible to make your penis bigger, and when I read about jelq I thought “pff, this is like those stupid ADS and pills that claim make your penis grow +8inches.”
And when I found this forum I was sure that I would only find either Incels that hate women or “chads” that only see females as pleasure objects. But when I started to read I could not believe! Everybody here being overwhelmingly helpful and supportive, and seeing tons of relates of guys having real gains made me feel happy about them, and that this thing is real.

Some of you guys want to be huge ( this is great! ), but I just want to be a little bigger to feel more confident ( But I know some inches will not magically solve all my problems !) and to be honest when I saw a guy being too insecure about his size even being ~6.8/7 I freak out a little haha. “I would kill for just have this size!” I think ha-haha.

Actually, I used to think I had a reasonable one, especially about the girth (5.5x5.5). When masturbating I could “feel” thick on my hands, and in the front view ( principally when the balls are hanging low ) It looks great. I’m kinda overweight, and really have thick thighs and a fat ass ( oof ), so looking by side is considerably small. I also a virgin ( 18 ) but this does not bother me; I’m much more interested in sentimental relationships than shallow hook-ups ( nothing against it !).. And I also have several other things to do ( study, enter college, find a job, self-knowledge.), and was confident that if a met someone special the size would not be a big problem ( I was also interested in please/be pleased by my partner in many other ways than just penetration ). However, our brain is tricky, and recently I started to read some things on the internet that destroyed my self-esteem. You can read thousands of stories of people having healthy relationships and women having good sex with an under-average man.. But that ONE comment saying that “woman only like big penis, and soon or later you will be cheated/replaced” can destroy your mood. I freaked out and compulsively star to spent all my time reading “what is the average?” and things like that. Out of the scope here, but I almost had a principle of depression for a few days ( I know, the classic “teenager insecurities” hitting the door ) but I’m better now, especially after fall here.

I try to be rational the most. Of course, there are a lot of above-average/big guys who are cheated, have terrible relationships, have problems, enter depression and etc, but one part of my brain just keeps repeating that “it doesn’t matter what you do; try your best, go to the gym, be gentle, you will always lose because you miss inches”. Wtf! If a few more cm does not solve your life? Why a feel less would destroy yours? I kept fighting against that thought.. But damm, brain got hands..

6 inches in NBPEL would be my goal, but any gain would be good. I started yesterday the newbie routine! I plan to go with this for about some months and see what happens. Maybe try the 3-1. (However, I should read more about rest days). If I did not achieve any gains I would be forced to try different approaches. My biggest fear is just never got any gain, but I have hope that soon or later things will start work!.

Please apologize for any grammatical error.. And the excessive use of parentheses

Yes, you will find men from all walks of life, all ages, straight or gay or otherwise.

Actually, having a big cock will solve all of your problems.

…kidding!

(But it sure does help)