Thank You For Existing

Apologies if this isn’t appropriate, I didn’t see anything in the rules saying so.

I’ve been doing the J90 beginners workout that I saw on another site. While looking to see if penis pumps would be beneficial, I stumbled upon Thunders Palace and enjoyed what I read, so I signed up.

I’ve attempted penis enlargement exercises in the past, for maybe a few weeks, and as always I gave up. I spent 30 years of my life giving up because I never felt worth it. What I’ve managed to learn is that having awful self esteem wasn’t penis related. Or anything else external related. It’s because I hated myself and would find any reason to justify it.
Today, I don’t. I’ve worked very hard in the last 18 months to love myself. My (chronic) depression has become manageable. I feel happy. I have people in my life that are wonderful. I’ve lost weight and gained muscle and found hope. I learned to stop hating myself. Best thing I ever did.

But those penile insecurities are still there and I decided to do something about it. Have enjoyed the newbie threads and have faith that a few hundred guys aren’t lying, and that if I change my routine and remain dedicated, maybe I will get a bigger penis. Maybe not, but if I try then I’ve done everything I can and that’s all anyone can really do.

So here I am, making an effort to interact with a community dedicated to helping change the one thing about me I want to change more than anything. Thank you for existing and helping me starting taking responsibility for another aspect of my life, I stead of giving up before even trying.

Keep track. It works and it’s amazing. Congrats dude, rule it!

Keep on working against long term goals and you will get gains. And keep working to get in shape, that in my opinion will give you more out of life than a bigger dick ever will.

Getting fit definitely will. I’ve had healthy, good sex, just in unhealthy and bad relationships. My penis works (most of the time). I’m grateful for that.

Trying to change the things I can in life, before accepting the things I can’t. Will see if this is something changeable. I’m happy without it, but an extra inch and healthier erections would be a bonus.

What did you do to gain 3cm in 4 months? That’s impressive.

Welcome to Thunder’s HopingThisWorks!

Now it seems to have stalled. I do pump, some hanging and manuals. Also as much as I can I stay with a vacuum ADS. Maca peruana, tribulus terrestris, l-arginine, ginseng, coconut oil and so on. I ride 10km a day with my bike. No meat, no fat.

Welcome back HTW! Glad to read that you’re out of a looong rut with a better perspective :)

The exercise thing is massive! If I can get to 15% body fat, that’s an extra inch right there. I also take a few gentle supplements, with the arginine I use citruline malate. D aspartic acid does more for testosterone than anything else I’ve tried. CoQ10 for cell regeneration stuff.
But that’s all a whim and a prayer that it helps, it’s not like I’d notice. Learning to run and lifting weights has been massive.

I’m less on a dick biggering journey and more just trying to improve my life as best I can. I care more about feeling good and losing body fat than I do adding any extra penis.

Thank you!
If you or anyone else has any recommended threads, reading or tips, I’d love to know.