The emotional trap
I have been penis training for about 12 months now and at times I have felt like just packing it in due to the mixed feelings that come with the training. And if left unchecked this could have been a really big problem. I had to read the signs and thankfully I caught them early.
I have had feelings of depression, despair, joy, confusion, anger, and lapses of confidence loss not to mention mood swings and all brought on by penis training.
The saying; No Pain No Gain has been just that; Pain throughout the whole 12 months which at times made me feel exhausted which in turn allowed frustration to set in just when I needed it the least.
The first few months of training was producing negative results and still I continued my quest. It has been like a nightmare at times and it made me wonder why I had even started the training in the first place.
And just as I was about to pack it all in I got my first real positive result. I was gaining length and slight girth. This was like a gift sent from god; and just when I needed it the most.
Some men I suppose just glide through all the emotion and never have to worry about how they feel, but sadly I was one of those who just hit a brick wall each and every time.
Not to mention anything else that is thrown at you day to day such as worrying about the bills and getting this and that done.
But eventually I settled into a routine where I would do the housework, shopping, pay the rent, cook my meals, do the washing and then I could continue my penis training.
Now it has been 12 months in and going stronger than ever as though the penis training is just another daily chore. I thank god for this feeling. For now I don’t have to worry about if I have gained anything this week, I just do my training regardless.
And it is now that I am starting to see some good returns from all this training.
Personally; it’s as if the first 12 months was nothing but conditioning of my anatomy in preparation for positive gains, if that makes sense, for I was expecting some really big gains at first and for some time after that very first day.
So; for the emotional ride; it has been a really confusing 12 months to say the least.
I just want to let you know so that if you come across obstacles that simply don’t make any sense to you it is probably the emotional shock of all the training.
Now that I am 12 months in; I can honestly say that it was worth every step of the way.
So for anyone who is considering throwing the towel in just think about what had happened to me along the way and maybe you might just be suffering the same symptoms as I have had to endure.
They are not permanent and I can only say that to some men these feelings come with the territory.
And if it was worth it all along: my answer to this is a big Yes.
It is a fair trade off to say the least. The feelings are starting to fade now and an overwhelming feeling of joy and jubilation is starting to show because I am getting bigger; slowly but definitely.
And at last it could just be paying off really well for me from now on.
