I think there are 3 reasons for myself (in no particular order):
1) Society and culture in America is over-sexed, and as a consequence leads to increased insecurities amongst both men and women. This is unfortunate, and hopefully it doesn’t get worse, but it is reality. More specifically, its how porn can distort our perception of self-image and sex. Again, its sad.
2) I want to please my woman. She acknowledges being content, but she has a good heart and isn’t the type to want to make me feel insecure - and I know I’m lacking in the size department. Size may not always matter to all women, but when you are smaller than average, I don’t care what anyone says, its no fun.
3) My stats, plain and simple. Specifically my girth. I believe length is overrated and is the easier of the two measurements to build via P.E. My starting MSEG is somewhere between 3.5” to 3.75” (5.5” BPEL as of now). Im just above micro and just below average, and possibly the smallest posted girth by an active member on this forum.
Its annoying to have to buy “snugger fit” condoms online because you can’t find them at stores. Regular sizes fit, but barely, and if I’m not having a rock solid erection, there is a risk of slippage (embarrasing quite frankly).
This stigma is real. I know that my penis size doesn’t make me who I am, but that doesn’t change how I feel. But I am glad I found PE because it puts my size in a more positive light. The more I am out now the more confident I feel, there is something growing in my mind suggesting that I am inevitably going to be bigger one day, be it via PE, surgery, or both.
The intensity of my will to be big is getting stronger as I get more committed into my newbie routine. I have embraced the idea of a larger cock so intensely now that I will settle for nothing less than having a penis made for a Magnum XL!
Starting stats: 3.5-3.75” (specific undetermined) MSEG; 5.0 BPEL, 4.0 NBPEL
Current stats: Same MSEG; 5.5 BPEL, N/A NBPEL, Improved EQ
Newbie Goal: 4.25” MSEG, 6.0 BPEL, 5.0” NBPEL
Retirement: 5.5” MSEG, 7.0” BPEL, 6.0” NPBEL