Thanks XXL,
I tried to break up with her last week when I mentioned it on my thread, but we ended just talking it over and I just felt bad for doubting her. Last night I had a hunch that she was going to be up to something. I ended up staying over. She was friendly to me, but kept away from getting intimate with me. I knew what she had in mind. It ate me up. I came to school this morning for one class then skipped the next to go back to her house. I couldn’t say much. It was so hard.
She said, “are you as tired of this as I am”? I said “yes”. She meant our little frequent arguments about our closeness that her “possible” cheating had been triggering.
I’m not sure what she wanted by saying that. I just shook my head and said, “I’m sorry, but I still don’t believe you”. She got mad and said, “I didn’t do a fucking thing wrong”. She looked at me straight in the eye from a distance and told me that she had been telling me the truth. She told me that if I didn’t believe her there was the door. I turned and walked out of the house slowly. I heard her still saying that she didn’t do anything while she walked to her back door and lit a cigarette.
It is over. I still do not believe her. She has been up to something.
She even started keeping her snatch neatly trimmed and half shaved in the last three weeks. Which could mean nothing, but with all of the other evidence and her drop off in sexual activity with me, she’s been busted.