Fucking figures...

So anyway I lost .5 and I just don’t know why…
I go back in mind over and over and it makes no sense at all.
I’ve been doing whats been working and going slow…I speed up or slow down any detail of my routine and the results have been the same. My dick actually goes inside out when I’m really nervous…wtf?

So not only do I feel less than human, I feel lower than some other specie’s…its stupid I guess but it won’t leave me head. I spent the last hour throwing shit around the house making a complete mess of everything and contemplating suicide. It just isn’t a joke anymore, I can’t ridicule myself about it anymore….

I remember when I was like 15 and puberty had pretty much finished and it was so little…but it didn’t matter to me. It wasn’t a big deal, I was happy with life, enjoying it. I was able to drive a car well. Now when I go my dick turtles up into nothingness and I cannot focus and end up in an accident.

anyways I..
Stretch for 20
Jelq for 30
I’ve worked up to this…

How does shit happen like this? My brother is like twice my size and is a foot shorter than me.
I’m 6’2, 240lbs…and a 5.25-5.50inch dick by 4.25G. I’m certain its not over-training…and I know a decon break will only shorten my dick even more. I have no money for hangers or stretchers and no resources in which to build them. I’m stuck…and fed up with all of it. Everyone here has made excellent progress and for a while I thought I did too. I can’t even look down at it anymore because I know I’ll get more pissed. I guess there’s pretty much nothing I can do for now but take like 6 months off or something and try again…but it’s not going to happen that way. Its just too much and most of you probably won’t get it because at this point I don’t want to live anymore. I’m just going over in my mind, trying to grasp the concept of me lying on the floor by the end of the night-not being able to ever get back up. I can’t take it. I removed my wrap…sort of just throwing in the PE towel I guess. I’m ready to cut this shit off and am not playing, I was staring at a pair of scissors a min ago and it became more than an entertaining idea.

I don’t really expect sympathy or whatever, because that usually never helps me. The point to this I guess is to demonstrate how powerful this sort of thing can be. I mean if i woke up tomorrow with an .25 more or something I would be cured completely…it has the power to heal as much as destroy. I just want to pass on my genes in a way that would be normal and nothing less. But fuck it, it fucking figures.

Whoa man, chill. First off, your height and such has zilch to do with your size. Secondly if you read around here you will see that not everyone has made spectacular gains in a short time. In fact I’ve seen some that have taken years. Thirdly, in your own words “WTF” would you want to end your life based on the size of your dick?

Dude, take a step back and take a look at your life and the people that care about you. I’m guessing you will finding something there that is a little more important than the size of your dick. Just my thoughts but you need to take a look at the big picture.

Hang in there bud, sometimes life sucks but even a sucky life beats no life at all.

I know Height has nothing to do with it. I just stated so one could imagine just how small it looks and actually is. I’m 9 months into this and its all downhill now. I’ve read a story about a guy who ended his life over it. And my overall situation seem more extreme than his was. Penis size is correlated to masculinity right? So taking the social status of the world, little penis = no masculinity = nothing. Its a horrible feeling and I’ve grown sick of it over the years.

Yeah when I was around a year into it I randomly lost over .25 inch too, and I really beat myself over it because that lost all of my gains and I ended up even smaller than when I started. I questioned everything and it really pissed me off. I ended up stopping all clamping and girth work outs, it really freaked me out. Still to this day I don’t know what it was, but I ended up getting it back (can’t remember if it was through a decon break or if I just gave it a little time and then came back to girth excercises, but it ended up comming back after awhile. I’m pretty sure yours will too, I hope so. Goodluck, don’t give up man!

Kaneka:
I’d like you to think about something: Your penis is alive. It is not some piece of wood or metal, with fixed proportions. There are cycles in life, daily, weekly, monthly. These might be hormonal or bio rhythmic in nature. They might be lunar or seismic. There are cold cycles and rain cycles, etc, etc. Cycles affect all parts of being on this planet. Women gain weight around their periods. The stock market goes up and down.

Anyway, what I’m saying is that your expectation that it your penis growth should be at a constant rate and that it should be ever-increasing is flawed. I started smaller than you and if I were to have charted a daily graph, it would look like the stock market, with ups and downs and ups and downs. But very, very gradually my ups are becoming higher and higher. Just yesterday, it appeared that I had lost a half an inch. But I didn’t fret about it because I’ve observed this many times before and I know that there are so many influence that create this phenomenon, not to mention variables in the measuring process itself (angle of penis, intensity of bone pressing the ruler, placement of the ruler.)

So, believe me, no one want a bigger penis than me, so I totally relate. But you have to grab your power as a human first and as an owner of a penis second, third or 10th on the list of life’s priorities.

It is a gift and a responsibility to be alive. Do something wonderful to help the planet and those who live here and you will feel good about yourself.

Kaneka am I misreading this….you’ve gained an inch in BPEL and you’re unhappy?? If this is so, at least you’ve proved to yourself that PE works and can work again. I haven’t been that fortunate yet.

Your sig says you are above average. Am I misreading it? Anyway, It doesn’t matter if you are a big guy with smallish dick even if you do. What I mean is that there really is no connection between height, weight, and penis size. So, if you date girls that like big guys (as a lot do — they find tall, built guys masculine, regardless of their dick size), it’s not as if your competition is going to have big dicks — girls who like that physique are going to be used to average dicks on big guys. If you keep PE up for a couple years you will probably have a larger dick than most of the guys that any girl you hook up with will have experienced. Even if utterly fail to gain (extreme unlikely), approximately 50% of girls have tighter than average pussies. When I was average size (felt in head I was small of course, by the way), there were several girls that would be very uncomfortable with taking me in 100%. I even hurt a couple by hitting the cervix. One of my girlfriends, a tall 5’10” blonde with Ctits would only put it in down to about halfway any time she was on top, and didn’t like it when I would go all the way in when I was on top.

You just gotta recognize that you are not seeing things correctly in your head. 50% of guys are “small”, most of whom are smaller than you, yet most of them undoubtedly lead terrific lives. I mean, you are being ridiculous.