Odd Quandry

The bigger my unit has become, the less that size seems to mean to me.

I’m not sure how I feel about this new attitude. But I see it all throughout life. Being over 6’ tall, I’ve never been obsessed with height, as shorter men are. Nor, with a full head of hair, do I obsess about receding hairlines or thinning scalps, as balding men do.

And even though I haven’t hit my goal yet, my size (roughly 7.25 x 6.25) still has me in the top 10% or so of the population [primarily because of girth] - meaning I’m probably bigger than 85-90 men out of 100. Yet those words ring oddly hollow to me.

What the hell does this all mean anyway?

Maybe I feel that if I have 8” or 10” (or 7.25”) won’t mean shit in terms of my ultimate sense of well-being. Maybe I’m being hypocritical. Maybe I wouldn’t feel this way if I were 5.25 x 4.4….or even the 6.12 x 5.2 that I started with.

Or maybe it means less to me now since I’m 38. If I were, say, 18 this might mean a helluva lot more. Indeed, I thought much more about size when I was a teenager - but then, don’t most young guys anyway? Maybe I feel some sadness about developing my “dream dong” 20 years too late.

:::What I would've done with this love-rod as a single young 20-year-old gym rat, rippling with muscles, cut to the bone:::<sigh>

At times I feel the bigger I get, the more bitterly ironic it really is. After all, what would I do with a 9-incher at age 40 anyway? My wife would be so pissed at me. Sometimes this whole thing seems farcical to me.

Yet once again, I’m a day late & a dollar short….the story of my life.

I would bet that the fact that penis size becomes a non-issue with growth is the reason many engage in PE. Simply removing the fear and anxiety associated with a (perceived) small penis is reward enough for hundreds of hours of PE. As humans, the idea of ‘comfort’ applies constant pressure upon us, pushing us towards change.

By the way, you have a fat ass cock! PEACE

Wad…keep on doing what you’re doing! You’re an inspiration to a lot of us that wish we had the gains you have!

I’ve thought this same thing myself since it’ll probably take me until I’m fucking 40 to gain the size I want. Heh heh.

I mean, hey, it’s never too late to get a bigger dick, unless you’re like 80 and living in a retirement home or some shit. Who would care by then? You also gotta take into account that it’s not your fault you started “late”. You didn’t know, man… what can you do now except DO IT ANYWAY?
Nice clothes, money and possessions are things you can’t take with you, but at least you will be buried with a big dick, ya know. You still did it, right? And that’s pretty cool. At least you’ll know how it feels to have a big dick. A lot of people will NEVER know that.

Either that or get a divorce and fuck mad bitches for those times you never had bitches. Yeah, wurd!!

Wad, would you like some cheese with that whine……..LOL ..Ahhhhh hein sight, what a wonderful thing. I have 10 years on you so if I was 38, what a wonderful thing it would have been. I could say this for many things in life. I am single, this does not make things any easier, trust me. There is something about being with one that makes everything special. Sure laying pipe around town can be fun with the change in scenery but, I envy you being with someone you love. Someone who shares in your triumphs and failures. We all do things to improve our image of self appearance in one way or another. As far as your wife being pissed at you….. LOL. It’s all a game of control. Thought you knew that at your age. Life is too short to ponder on the what if’s. Well being is a percieved feeling from comparisons. Look around, you’ll find everywhere one’s that are better off, bigger, taller, richer etc. and the reverse those that are smaller,shorter, poorer etc. It’s all in how you look at things.. Hey, I say go for all you can because if you don’t someday down the road you’ll wish you had.

Why would any wife be pissed at her husband’s 9 inch cock unless it was too long??

This almost moved me to tears (mind you i have had 9 beers) because it touches me in such a special way :)

My life is falling down around me and I have “lost the light”
I have lost a potential lover
Lost a job

Lost my way…

I must keep on living for the moment
Getting a bigger dick is somethign I can do to help me
I want to bang chicks
yhea
but I always fuck it up

We must live for the moment, because once we’re dead it’s all over!

By the way i’m 18

Wadzilla, do you think sex (or life) ends at 40? I am going to be 46 in a month, and I have a better sex life than most young men - certainly better than when I was in my 20’s. I have much older friends (in their 70’s) who are as active as me - some more so. One friend is 76 and is married to a 32 year old. He outlived his first wife, played around a few years and now has settled down again with a girl I drool at every time I see her. I’m guessing she might enjoy his big penis - ‘cause I started him on PE a few years back and he was a big gainer. She IS always smiling.

Life can end at any time, sure. But you don’t have to give up living after “middle age” if you don’t want. You can never know what the future holds, but you can assume you will live to the male average - and 40 is barely 1/2 of that! I can just here you whining at 68, :::What I would’ve done with this love-rod as a single young 50-year-old gym rat, rippling with muscles, cut to the bone:::<sigh>

:chuckle:

It’s all relative, Wadzilla. I have 20 years on you and wish I had started at your age!

Keep in mind that sexuality does not necessarily end as you face the end of your so-called “prime” years. Like PirateSteve, I’ve had better sex and more of it in the most recent 20 years than at any time before. While you make your dick bigger, also be concentrating on ways to improve your sexual techniques, and learn to increase the duration and intensity of your orgasms.

Trust us. It can get better, not worser.

Thanks for the encouragement, guys. I wasn’t suggesting that at 38 I’m headed for a wheelchair, I guess I’m just having some midlife depression kind of thing.

I’m not happy with where I’m at right now - I’ve actually lost some ground from a pretty good financial situation a few years ago. My oldest kid (a jr. in H.S.) can be a real asshole - as can my wife, etc., etc., etc.

I’m just rethinking everything - which can be destructive, I know. But I look back 15-20 years (did something incredibly stupid in pursuing a job in the Secret Service, going through so many stages, being hired - then walking away, that just eats my ass alive now, trust me).

I just keep yearning for what might have been. I seemed so much “better” back then - physically, emotionally, everything in front of me, etc. But I still had confidence problems because of my cock (esp. my flaccid size).

Now I have the Magic Bullet of PE - yet, I’m married (sometimes okay, sometimes miserably), I have kids (who only appreciate me when my wallet is open), and I have a job I hate - and which pays a lot less than my previous job.

Sorry, didn’t mean to dump so much shit here - everyone has their problems. I guess I accept a quasi-deterministic view of life, that Fate is often the controlling factor. Like 2 people in a car wreck - 1 is killed instantly, but the person right next to the victim gets out without a scratch. Why? Who the hell knows? Just the way things are, really.

“I just keep yearning for what might have been. I seemed so much ‘better’ back then - physically, emotionally, everything in front of me, etc. “

Still is - very much in front of you.

I hear what you’re saying and I think I understand where you are, at least from being in similar-looking places in my life. It’s not at all a car wreck. It just feels like one because you don’t know yet where the controls are - brakes, accelleration - and who is really driving, when you are convinced you are.

/e scratches my head and wonder why wad’s name is listed as the poster and not mine?

I’m 30 and married with two kids. I didn’t get married till I was 28, seems unfair to have just learned about all this now. I have never had any woman complain (although I have felt that I left a few unsatisfied) but, I have also never heard those wonderful words “WOW its SOOOOO BIG!” Does it make a difference? I think so…………but, Im lucky to have my wife and I think she would love me no matter how big or small I was. Still looking back it would have been nice to have the confidence of having a large penis and what that may have meant in terms of the quality of women that I approached.

Oh well, even though I am where I am and I know that I totally satisfy my wife in bed, in the end I’m doing it for me, just not for the same reasons that I would have been doing it for at 18.

~Tox

Middle-age and older-age guys can have just as much virility as younger guys according to my ex-girlfriend. Why can’t you can have ripping muscles at 40 yrs and trust me women will still find you attractive at middle-age .

It seems that I and the other young guys here are lucky to know about PE at such a young age (i’m 18).

But it seems the most dedicated are the older members!

Us young guys have such an asvantage and it seems that we either don’t believe in PE or are just plain slack.

I sometimes loose sight that i’m lucky to know about PE at this young age and find something to whinge about.

I’ve gotta give it everything, and I must succeed, I will succeed!