On-Off-PE'er Back For Help

Hello everybody, I’ve been on these boards on and off for a good bit. I have also been PE’ing on and off (more off than on) for that same amount of time. I am 5.75BP x 4.5 (Both Erect) and because of this has had problems with self confidence and women. I’ve been in a few bad relationships where my girlfriends would bring me down because of it (one case forcing me to move), and I am really sick of it. However, good news followed; I am currently in a pretty serious relationship and I couldn’t be happier. I was attracted to her for her personality (we both love to do charity and donations, recently got back from assisting the building of a Medical Clinic in Haiti) but her looks (then and now) have really developed so that she can have any guy she wishes. Anyway, sorry for dragging on but yesterday I had sex with her for the first time (I kept pushing anything physical with her back) and well it went like I thought it would: We started with our hands (she said ouch twice), then went oral (horrible at that too, she had to kind of push me away once for sensitivity) then had sex. The sex part is why i’m here, she had no intention on hurting my feelings (and its just me being self-conscious) but she said “is it in all the way?” when it had been the whole time. After she fell asleep (forgot to say it seemed less than a minute, I ‘go’ extremely easy ((something else I dread about)), I went into my living room and just thought about how my size has really hurt me in more ways than one.

So I’ve decided to jump back on the Newbie Routine-
5 min hot wrap
5 min manual stretch (ten 30-second stretches)
10 min of jelq (two hundred 3-second strokes)
5 min hot wrap
50 kegels of five second holds each

Schedule: 2 days ON / 1 day OFF

But i’ve had questions about a Pump, ADS, and Hanging. Are there any companies I can send cash to and they can send me the package? I really don’t want this showing up on my bank records (as my parents have access to borrow money).

Thank you!

Not sure about pumping / hanging, but you can make your own ADS very easily. Search around, there are tons. Here’s one:

New ADS tutorial

If you can’t find theraband, I’ve posted some alternate materials on pages 2/3.

For hanging, you can make a Captn’s Wench very cheaply and easily. I’m not sure how much weight it can handle, but I’m currently up to 5 lbs with no problems. The instructions are in one of the articles on the home page here at Thunder’s. With regards to ADS, you could also try the golf weights approach (search here on golf weights). They can be bought at Walmart quite cheaply.

LowSelfEsteem,

I hear you man! First off, don’t let this get you down. Most first experiences are usually pretty bad regardless of size.
Try to have confidence no matter what your size. Tell yourself and convince yourself you’re the best.
Confidence makes all the difference in the world. Remember, you’re starting off very average. Not small at all.
Be dedicated, think positive and get to work.

BTW, I started off with the exact same starting measurements. After only 1 year I am now 7.125”X4.8125.
Not exactly well hung yet, but a step in the right direction.

As far as purchasing goes, many companies are very discrete with their products. They will show up on your card with ambiguous names
that no one could figure out. I would check with a phone call before you order to insure this. If you’re really paranoid, open up a new account
(that your parents don’t have access to) and transfer in what you need.

I know you’re eager to get going but take it slow. Don’t ramp up your routine too fast.
Still with the Newbie for 3 months before jumping into pumping and so forth.

I look forward to hearing about your gains. So get busy!!!

Regards,

Iguana

Thanks everybody for all your support! I have decided to hold off on the luxuries (ADS/Pump/Hangers) for atleast another month or so as i’m getting back into the routine. I have to say I just started doing the Newbie routine again (its been only a few days) and I love how it does feel like blood flow has increased to my penis. Erections feel harder, and look a big larger (not measuring for a few more weeks though). Just wanted to update everybody, thank you guys again!