Rambling thoughts…
PE has been good to me! I remember a couple years ago when I started getting penis enlargement pill emails … and searching the web for penis size info.
I also remember measuring my dick out of curiosity only to come back with a smaller than average member! I was very surprised actually! I thought I would be at least average.
Measuring 5.25” Nbpel and 5.75Bpel I hit the web searching for answers! I thought back to all past lovers… all 7 of them… and realized none had ever commented on my size. I began to feel self conscious.
Wifey has never commented on my size either… but she was a virgin when we married (my mistake… and another story… avoid marrying virgins friends!).
Several more tries at measuring provided no satisfaction… I began researching surgery… and feeling stupid about it since I was married with two children and really didn’t need a larger penis.
I found Thunder’s and began manually jelquing and stretching without much hope of results. The first few weeks felt strange and humiliating. I couldn’t believe I was resorting to something so extreme, stretching and pulling on my penis! How embarrassing if I cause myself injury!
It’s nearly one year since I started. In fact just a few days away! All I can do is celebrate my success with my fellow PE brothers (and sister’s who support the forum with their kind words, understanding, love and desire to see big cock pictures!). I have gained slightly over one inch with a pretty simple stealth manual program. Everyone’s input here has shaped my program and I thank you all!
Wifey has recognized my bigger cock and certainly enjoys fucking more… although she’s still a dud in bed. Her orgasms come quicker and are more dramatic. She even asks to be fucked sometimes… something she never did during ten married years. We’ve come a long way actually and I believe penis size has something to do with it… although it certainly isn’t the most important issue we have to work thru in our marriage. Let’s just say a bigger cock didn’t hurt the situation… only helped!
I feel better about myself now. In one year going from low average to high average wasn’t too difficult actually. And I offer hope and encouragement to anyone seeking satisfaction in this manner.
In fact, I no longer feel embarrassed about the exercises I do nearly every day. They have become part of my routine and are as essential to my overall body image.
I am a black belt instructor in Taekwondo and see how people change over time when they improve their ability, health and confidence thru hard work. I’ve seen skinny, awkward teenagers turn into capable fighters… and teach others like them to stay focused, persevere and they too will reap the benefits. I see no difference in improving your pecs, biceps or butt for example than to enlarge your penis. I see many benefits to doing so from a physical and mental standpoint.
I would like to give back to this community! I think certain forms, stances and techniques could be drawn up… tested, improved and tested again. I believe this material should not be kept secret (like the pressure point fighting I have been studying… all good stuff!). Some will gravitate towards it for knowledge and desire, others might discount it altogether and some will truly embrace it as a way to satisfy themselves and their lovers.
Peace and luck to all in their efforts!
Godzilla
Start April, 2003: 5.75" BPEL, 5.25" Girth Current: 7.125" BPEL, 5.5"+ Girth still trying...