Immortality; I used to think like you did, but ultimately, whether these whack bitches are on smack or whatever other reasons there are - you will NEVER ben 9-10” girth, at least not naturally.
Sure, if you pump like a madman, maybe you’ll get close. but I highly doubt you will get anywhere near that with permanent PE.
I’m sure you will get where you want to be, and you will know when you’re there that it’s the right place to be.