The fire has died
Hey wazzup fellas. Just thought I would let y’all know that I am officially quitting PE for the time being. I want to emphasize that I am not quitting forever. I will be back to it at some point. Having said that, here are my reasons.
There used to be a time where nothing, NOTHING could keep me from one of my workouts. I have detailed obstacles to PE elsewhere on this forum and so I will not rehash them here. Lately though, my motivation is almost nil. There are four main reasons I believe.
My size: If I measure BPEL, it comes out to around seven inches with a ruler and it would be even longer with something that follows the curve of my penis. My girth is at 5.5. So lets say 7.25-7.5 BPEL x 5.5 as a ballpark. That’s a good size already. Am I happy with that size? Well yes and no. I want more but I know it is quite adequate.
Time constraints: I am at a job corps right now and as a result, my time for PE is very limited. Often when I have a free moment, I just want to relax. If I had more free time it would be different.
Lack of privacy: My PE is limited to the bathroom stalls. Restrooms in my dorm are public which means that I have no way to warm up. All PE has to be done cold. I am conditioned enough that I have not suffered any injury, but I do not believe it is working which leads to my fourth reason.
Lack of progress: Because I have no way to warm up, I don’t think I am gaining or else I am gaining very slowly. Either way, I have not gained recently. I think this extended break will also help with loosening up my ligs so that when I do start up again, I will be able to make better progress.
I will still be visiting the forums and posting and making threads now and then, I just won’t be PEing. I probably won’t get back into it until i am away from job corps. That is some nine months away.