My Addiction to Viagra
Although I am new here and on the MOS site I would like to throw in my two cents on the subject of Viagra. BTW, for some reason I can’t start a new thread about this subject on either board so I’ll put it here for now.
A little background: I am 42 years old and in pretty good shape, could be better, but not bad overall. When I was 38 I found the old PE board and went by the name Tomcat. I started PEing, primarily jelqing and doing Uli’s, and got to doing it 5 days a week. Nothing really happened except for nice flaccid visuals. I then started to hang with the old pvc and hose clamp design. I never could hang comfortably BTC but could hang 20lbs standing. I then ordered the Bib hanger and was highly impressed with it but for some reason I never could get the wrap right or the toe in business right so it would hurt like hell to the point where I got so frustrated and just said fuck it. Nothing against the hanger or the man but I just couldn’t get it right. I still looked pretty good flaccid but was very disappointed that I never could hang and actually see signs of growth so I just gave up and faded away. I never had a problem with erections unless I drank too much and wanted to have sex with the wife.
At that point, roughly 2003, I began to experiment with Viagra because of the Superman qualities it offered supposedly. Well, it delivered as advertised. I could drink a bottle of tequilia and bang for 3 hours. I turned into an 18 year old with much experience. The wife loved it so I began to use it more and more due to the absolute strength of my erections. You really do become a man of steel.
Then about a year ago I decided to order about 100 tablets which they screwed up and sent me 200. Every time we wanted to have sex I would take a pill about 2 hours ahead and just wait for the effects. BTW, these were 100 mgs each. One year later, actually about 2-3 weeks ago, I began to realize that I had not had an erection when I wake up in the mornings in about 3 or 4 months and couldn’t imagine sex without the Viagra. So me and the wife decided to get intimate without the stuff and guess what? No erection at all. And I mean nothing. It was like I was drunk except it was in the morning. Then we tried it at night and the afternoon but still no erection.
There is no doubt in my mind that I’m hooked both psychologically and physically at this point probably due to the strength of the dosage I was taking and the frequency I took it. 2 to 4 times per week for the full year. So I decided to make some MAJOR changes.
First, the Viagra and me are done.
Secondly, I have ordered DLD’s dvd and Chances all day stretcher today (May 27, 2005). I realize these are for size/gains but they will help to flush out the chemicals that have effected the nerve which effects the arteries that control blood flow to the penis. Jelqing daily and massive consumption of water to flush the chemicals out over time should restore my balance. Psychologically, I’m a fucking basket case so any actual gains in length or girth would do wonders for me and I don’t care if it’s only in the flaccid state. I just have to get back to square one because right now I feel like a heroine addict and that’s not good.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Steve