CR's progress report

Hello everyone.

So, what about my penis? I barely remember, but when I was a child I had an operation, not sure what was the reason, but the long scar can be seen under the shaft. I remember having trouble urinating. I remember it being red, having inflammation. I remember it being the smallest around the local boys. I remember being ashamed of my size when I was 14-15 years old (this is the time I started jerking too).

This brings me to the start of my PE journey, 2016. BPEL: 12 cm EG: 11 cm. BPFL: 7cm.
I came across a PE book by the author John Collins, I started trying the chemical recommendations - arginine, L-tyrosine, DMT, choline, etc - I did the exercises diligently (there were all the exercises which can be found in this forum, maybe even more) for about seven months and then I gave up after not seeing any results. Every article was about that PE naturally is impossible, the only working method is surgery. I had a girlfriend at 17 who I loved, and she also loved me, I licked and fingered her a lot, but when it came to pulling my dick out, I was anxious and I chose to break up with her because I was afraid I couldn’t give her what I think she would have deserved. This was the biggest loss in my life. I was heartbroken, disappointed, lost all of my confidence, and from an extroverted guy I became an introvert through this process.
I started college at 18 years old with the same size I was born with. Imagine getting through college having a six-pack, good looks, but unable to initiate sexual contact. I would just kiss girls, meet them 2-3 times, then even if I would’ve liked someone, I’d end contact before we could end up having sex.

This brings me to 2021, when I noticed a small growth. I didn’t do any exercises however, I know that having a mushroom trip with the purpose of PE helped initiate the process. I’m more aware of my body. With 8 years of training I have a strong mind-muscle connection, after the trip I noticed having a mind-penis connection too. I think it wasn’t there because of the trauma the surgery and inflammations caused when I was a child.
I started delving into PE again, and that’s when I came across this forum and community. I appreciate all of you, I really armed myself with great knowledge here. Now I know that for 7 months I did the exercises incorrectly. My PE journey restarted end of 2021, with BPEL: 13.5, EG: 12 cm BPFL: 8 cm. It’s been two months with the newbie routine and once or twice a week pumping. I feel I’m on the right path. I feel my penis getting healthier, longer and thicker. Thanks again.

I’ve got to say this took a lot of courage to write it out because this is a story only I know. Everyone around me thinks I fucked a lot of girls, because why wouldn’t I?
This thread will help me be disciplined and motivated. I’d like to share good news in the near future regarding noticeable growth and my sexual activity. I also hope to inspire newcomers with my progress. Cheers

Just tell the girls that you find them very attractive but you’re a little intimidated because you don’t have a lot of experience. No need to go into details. They’ll help you.

And then when you get past it, pound away.

Have some fun man.

I’m passing through the same thing 😞 , I completaly understand you , also I’m very proud of the way you talk about all that tough experience that you have passed.
I didn’t understand two things and also one extra question
1- in what period of time did you noticed about the enlargement?
2- what type of excercises did you did?

Extra question: have you used any type of extender ? If the answer is not , why not?

Buckfever

Will do. I’ll get bigger and start having sexual life as well, and I intend to share my results and experiences in this thread.

Rotulasfernando

Thank you for your encouraging words. It means a lot.
To answer your questions: The start of the growth was completely internal. I’ve taken my first shrooms trip end of 2020, and it felt like it gave keys to doors I wasn’t even aware of. I didn’t do any particular exercises throughout 2021, just jerking as usual, plus a lot of meditation, and it felt like I’m getting somewhere. I remember my BPEL being the size of my IPhone 5s, now it’s almost the size of my IPhone X.
At the end of 2021 I was able to make some money and searched for the penile implant, that’s how I came across this site and that’s when I gave another chance to manual PE.
I’m doing 2 days on 1 day off (or whenever I feel like taking days off). I sometimes do 5 mins warmup, 15 mins of “perfect” jelqing (almost erect state, slowly squeezing hard in order to get as much expansion inside as possible) or 5 mins warmup, 15 mins of stretching. I have never tried extenders yet, but I do vacuum pumping twice a week.

Rub, you are an example for me , I’m in the same position that you were when you had those insecurities , and also the same size , so it’s a pleasure.
I’m not from an English country , so I possibly have a few mistakes on my writing , sorry for that.
I didn’t understand the point where you are explaining that by 2020 you said exactly this “The start of the growth was completely internal. I’ve taken my first shrooms trip end of 2020, and it felt like it gave keys to doors”
So , those results that you have seen where by non doing excercises? Because while I didn’t understand what did you refer to in the quote that i put into the text , i understand that you decided to do a change this year with that routine , But I have lost haha , I would like to understand more the situation

Another question : whit the first dick size that you started with , I think that you mentioned the ages of 17/18 , how it went with some girls in the bed ? Did you feel comfortable ? Also, did the things went good at the moment ? ( while having sex , touching dick, those kind of things releated to your dear friend over down) ( in despite after both breakup, or lost contact , but I’m asking in or after the moment )

Sorry of all my questions and intensity , I seem as a reporter 😹 , one of my favorite cases for sure , i have never found something that I have identify in the way that it did . Pd: I didn’t have an older brother or cousins to help me with this things :(

You understand it correctly. The start of my growth occurred throughout 2021, and I didn’t do any exercises until end of ‘21. Basically I’m 2 months into PE after doing it for 7 months (incorrectly) back in 2016. What I meant in the quote is that I think the reason for the start of growth is to be found in the removal of mental obstacles. Feel free to send me a DM because I could explain it more deeply and also I’d gladly hear your experiences. :)
The second question requires clarification. I’ve broken up with my girlfriend before our relationship could evolve to having sex. I’m still a virgin at 24, but I plan to change that this year!

He is saying that he took psychedelic mushrooms and it unlocked some things for him. Some direct internal connections he didn’t realize he had. I have had many such experiences, however, I have never focused on my penis or really ever even noticed it what’s there while tripping. Great discovery though, might have to give it a try sometime.

Thanks for the clear answe , soon I will text you on your dm, a final public question for the moment , knowing cause of your statistics that your bone press erect was 13.5 what was the no bone press??

About 12.1 centimeters.