Hey everyone,
I really appreciate the thoughful replies on this thread, and my journey here. It has been a little while between posts - in the last few months I have fallen in love with an amazing woman. The sex we have is exceptional, and very confidence boosting, and I very much feel like a “confident and skillfull demon”. I am recognising that my interest in PE mostly stems from my own value systems that have been constructed around the ideas of a larger penis being more masculine, dominant and appealing within society and connecting that with ones self-worth. Obviously this is true to some degree, but I really cling to the dozens of memories where important people to me have directly or indirectly idealized a big dick, and I don’t think that should be my motivation. “You wouldn’t believe how fucking big this guys dick is!” “He had a huge dick” etc.
Consistency exercising has greatly improved. Does anyone have an extremely cold penis at night and sometimes during the day? A lot of the time I think I am losing potential gains because of poor blood flow to my penis during periods of recovery and growth.
Stats - 22-03-2019 BPEL: 6.87" MEG: 4.13" 15-12-2019 BPEL: 7.00" MEG: 4.20"
Goal for 2020: 4.5" MEG, Consistency in PE, Gym, Sleep Longterm Goal: (?)
Always Looking for Advice, and Comments.