My Bad Progress.

Hi my Name is John, I’m 18 and I have Hypogonadism through which why my genitals never developed properly, I visited several urologist, but all of them where extremly ignorant and brainwashed (most urologist are seeing testosterone as a rapist Hormone)

I should be already in hormonal replacement therapy, but all what they prescribed me was useless Testogel which is way to androgenic and way to less anabolic, so I didn’t helped me, since I’m absolutely unable to build muscles, strength or stamina

Quick guide to Anabolic vs Androgenic:

Anabolic = Muscle, Tissue, Bone growth and creation of red blood cells

Androgenic = Development of secondary male characteristics like: Deeper voice, Body hair growth etc.

(They should had gave me HCG, my testicles are Incredible small)

I already started PE at the age of 16 but I haven’t gained anything in now 2 years, instead my penis has gotten even smaller, especially in girth.

It seems like I’m suffering from a penile atrophy along with a very bad ED (I’ve already tried cialis and viagra but Nothing helps)

I always had extreme strong depressions because of my small genital size…

8 Months ago the depressions where so extreme that I have mutilated myself in a irreversible way, I only can get a 20-40% erection anymore.

I’m very disappointed About PE, I’ve Always did Jelqs and Ulis (I’ve started with a Jelq only Routine) but my penis has became even smaller than before.

I don’t know what I can do anymore so I decided to have a consultation on my 19th birthday with a FtM (Female to Male) surgeon who’s specified on genital reconstructions

Which basically means: I’m going to remove my genitals…

…I know this sounds sick, but its my last Option :(

Why are you thinking about removing your genitals?

I seriously doubt that your penis has gotten smaller due to PE, maybe there was something else.

I know life’s hard sometimes but you can’t let it beat you. There’s still options for you to have a healthy sexual live even if your penis is extremely small, you just have to find an open-minded girl with a good heart.

I hope things get better for you, we all deserve to be happy with our bodies.

Man don’t do something you’ll probably regret for the rest of your life, seek for help in other places, maybe even other countries.

I see a lot of cases when doctors just don’t know how to deal with and at some point you might find the right doctor with the right approach for your condition.

Just never lose faith ok?