PE log and journal

I’m sure you will, you are dedicated. Good luck.

Thank you

OH MY FUCKING GOD. There is no fucking thing as casual sex. I thought there was, but this is far from it. Right now I’m on the phone with this girl and all she can do is tell me her problems. I DON’t’ FUCKING CARE. She won’t get off the phone with me and I’ve been trying for 20 minutes. I’ve honestly only said “yeah” and “sure” every few minutes. This bitch won’t shut up. I’m not sure if the sex is worth this. I can definitely find someone else to fuck, but I know once I do it’s going to the same thing. Why must these women keep telling me all their fucking problems. I honestly don’t care and I always make my intentions know. It’s simple, I want to fuck them and they want to fuck me so lets fuck and leave it at that. Every now and then you get those ones who just want to tell you their feeling and problems. So aggravating.

I haven’t been able to PE for the past 2 days. I’ve been busy so I couldn’t get my routine in. Oh and the post office lost my pump. They have no clue where the package is. So I am thinking of just going to buy one at a local store. I want to start pumping. I’m going through stages of doubt. Sometimes I feel I’ll never gain again and that I should give stop. Especially after reading someone’s post of their 6 year anniversary. Oh well, never mind I’ll push on and continue to exercise.

Did my routine yesterday and planning on doing it again today. I also will do wantsmores and my pump is being sent again. Apparently it went back to the sender and he just notified me that he sent it again. So I’m hoping I will be able to start using it within a few days.

I was able to do wantsmore only yesterday. I am off today

I’m doing my routine today. I am going to do wantsmores tomorrow. Hopefully my pump will come in soon so I can start using it.

I think I’m going to start growing again. Today I had a lug pop for the first time in a LONG time and I was so happy to hear and feel it. I hope that is the sign of gains to come.

So you notice gains to come when you get this sign?

I fucking hope so. I haven’t had a lig pop in a long time and I haven’t grown in a while either so I am hoping they go hand in hand.

So I got my pump today and I ordered a pocket pussy just for the hell of it. I wish I would have gotten one of these sooner. I think my girlfriend has some competition. I am about to do my routine of jelqing and then I will do some wantsmores in the shower. I will start to incorporate my pump next week.

My dick is exhausted. I did my routine and then went straight to wantsmores. My dick looks tired for the first time in a while. I don’t think I overdid it, but I do think I am exercising my dick to the point in which will hopefully cause it to grow again. I believe this is my second week doing wantsmores twice a week and I will continue to do them and I want to start pumping at least twice a week also. What kills me is I read these threads about guys who don’t grow and the thought starts to creep into my head “am I at my total growth point?” “I wonder if I stopped growing for good?” Then I come back and continue to PE with hopes that I will grow soon. I’m sure I will.

Mine stuck for several months. At the same point. It finally grew the 1/4” to the point I exaggerated to in the last 30 days, after backing off for a while and coming back at it.

I was surprised because, I didn’t think I did “enough” to get 1/4” so quick.

I think at this point in PE, its where we are. Do it till it stalls, back off for a good while. Start back and get some more.

Well I did the newbie routine for the majority of my PE career. I took a month break and now I’m back and changing up my routine to incorporate more exercises which will hopefully yield gains.

I’m off today. No ADS either. Tomorrow I will resume my routine.

Forgot to mention that I had great morning wood for the first time in a while. I’m attributing it to doing the routines back to back. I will continue to do the routines back to back with hopes that this will stimulate growth. Plus I am going to be pumping also. Grow dick, grow!

On a lighter note. I went to go get something to eat and this woman starting hitting on me. I was kinda caught off guard, but I quickly realized this chick was hitting on me. I then turned it on and started flirting back. She was quick to give me her number and ask for mine. Now I am not the type of person to give out my number so I gave her a fake number. I am not sure I want to do this, but most probably I will. She told me she was moving in a few weeks so I might have to tag and release her. I love fishing!