Personal notes on progress - going to stop at 7.5 soon

It has been an interesting ride thus far. I did use an extender for @ a month but stopped to let my member recover from over-training. Once I had laid off for @ a month to recover, I started my current routine:

Jelqing & Stretching - @ 20 MIN
Bathmate - 20 Min
Jelq & stretch throughout the day @ 20 min

For the past 2 months I have been wearing the Stealth underwear for me.

I was surprised both times when I took my measurements about the increase I obtained. Girth is increasing steadily and the length is approaching 7.5, which is close to what my original goal was (8x6.5) Most of that goal was more of a personal goal rather than a want from my significant other. At this point I will be stopping at 7.5x@6.5 due to considerations other than ego.

A little history:
As any male, I wanted to make sure my penis was large enough not to get the snicker or laugh from a partner. With my first SO, I got a “you are big, not small” comment but remember a couple comments from 2 other women while we were swingers for a short time in the vein of “I have never had anyone THAT deep in me before!” which helped the ego then (my 20s and 30s ).

My second SO, who had bipolar tendencies (I divorced her after 4 years) is the only one who laughed at my size, even making a scathing remark. Needless to say, that left doubts. I should have known that “bottoming out” from time to time proved her comment more malicious than factual.

Bit of information: my first 2 SOs were 5 foot 7 and 5 foot 11 respectively. Yes I did bottom out in each.

Enter SO #3 both our third long-term commitment, she having more experience than I. #3 is 5 foot 4. When I about size she indicated “You are definitely bigger than average, I have only had one bigger and did NOT like it at all! It HURT!”

Being a typical male, going up in age I started PE last year to try to get to the hugeness I thought was required. You can see my progress over time.

Why I am choosing to stop at @7.5
Several things occured that have me slowing and then stopping, except for penile health continuation.
First was realizing how deep I really was this weekend (it was a great weekend BTW) while looking down during the doggy style position, I had a good vision of how deep I really was in her, which seemed impossible but was actually happening. I also noticed that hitting the cervix was not a sometimes thing but VERY consistent in deep thrusts and consistently touching it in slower thrusts. My mind registered that but her orgasmic response made me smile and keep up the pace :-)

I had wanted to continue a third time the following afternoon but she told me she’d like a day to recover since she was sore inside from the cervix pummeling. I asked if she enjoyed our sessions this weekend and she said “OMFG YES! I just need to recover a bit, wow” That’s when the revelations of our sessions hit home.

At almost 7.5 I think I have reached maximum comfort level for my SO. Is it effective? Given the in-process orgasms and her tired but very happy expressions, I know it was fulfilling for her.

Other Questions:
Was the discomfort due to dryness? Definitely NOT. Although she is not a rainmaker, there was never a lack of lubrication, which she produced prodigiously throughout.
Was she faking orgasms? Once again, NO. The Pulsing, gripping, stifled yells and clawing at the bed sheets, coupled with the flushes and quivers disprove any faking.
Was it deep to her? Must have been. Once commented “God you’re deep” as I pushed to the side of her Cervix.
Did I actually hit/push to the side of the Cervix? Yes, you can definitely feel the cervix as you brush it aside with the head of your penis.

SO, as far as length is concerned, I am definitely more than long enough. (Ego finally Satisfied)

GIRTH:

Yes, I do want to improve Girth a bit more. More to continue the “Oh Yes” comments I have received over the past 10 years. At times there is a need for a little lubricant on my part but the entry is always a pleasurable groan or sigh on her part. :-)

OTHER things that help the mind:
CALCSD - A Great gauge of how one compares flaccid and erect
Thevisualizer. Net (recommended) Helps to compare oneself versus the average and other sizes both flaccid and erect from multiple angles.

I am VERY pleased with the Stealthformen and the increased visual hang. I DO reccomend a regular dressing room mirror to honestly look at your hang from the angle your SO can see you. Doing that helps convince one that YES you do hang well and ARE bigger than you think :-) That alone was a welcome Revelation.

Will, enough from me. What do you all think?