Yes! Stop PE’ing! Don’t do anything more to possibly hurt it!
Marcus this is very similar to what I did a month ago. Thats why I’ve been following it, it’s just so similar to my injury and I’m rooting for you, but it does seem to be worse than mine was. I understand the feelings of panic, and I can imagine how you are feeling. I wish I could wave a magic wand or something for you and fix it. For some reason though, yours seems to be lasting longer.
All I did was the newbie routine. I used infrared heat at two feet away for ten minutes before. Sometimes, I ended up under the heat for longer, like twenty minutes, and maybe this aggravated it or made the penis tissues softer or more “plastic” than they should have been when I went to PE. My balls were covered from the infrared, of course, two layers of towel covering them, or a sock. I cannot say if that was it or not. The other possibilities that I noticed were maybe I was stretching too hard (how do you know anyway?) or jelqing too hard. Another thing that I noticed once when I glanced down at my stretching was that sometimes I would have a tendency to kind of “kink” the penis at the end of a stretch, right where I was grasping. Sort of like my hand would “turn” or “twist” a little, and instead of my thumb and finger pulling equally or perpendicular my hand would turn a little bit and not be pulling perpendicular, but kinking it a bit right at the point where I was grasping.
So I have like three possible “possibles” (or more) if that makes sense. I still don’t know which one it is. I think it was the jelqing, but who knows. With that, my thingie tends to keep getting harder when I start jelqing, because it is getting stimulated. So I have to keep stopping and waiting for it to go down again. Sometimes it was pretty hard before I stopped. I was about a week and a half into PE and had to stop.
That night I was too freaked out. I noticed it was numb after the session that night, and tried to masturbate. No go. The left side was numb from the tip to the base almost, it would get about three-quarters hard and I couldn’t come. Very similar to yours. It was like “the head was dead”. That final little “oomph” it does just wasn’t available. Gone. Panic? Yes. I probably looked white as a ghost after that. I wondered what life would be like, not being able to come anymore. I know how you feel. Eventually I had to go to bed and just “see what happens.”
The next day it was still numb, but that night I was able to mastubate again. It was still numb, but it “worked again” at least. I felt a little better. In the following days the feeling slowly started to come back, and I do mean slowly. I just had to wait it out. So for me, the actual “functionality” came back first, then followed slowly by the nerves or feelings coming back later. As the feeling came back, it wasn’t noticeable that it was changing on a daily basis. In other words, I couldn’t always tell if it was “better than it was yesterday”, but on any given day it was a little bit noticeable that it was “better than two days ago” or three days ago.
I know none of this helps you any, but dang I’m rooting for you.
Is the feeling getting more yet? Even a little bit better?