Hey guys, so I thought I’d give y’all an update since it’s been about three years since I was last on this forum (sorry for abandoning you guys, I have been through some sh*t). Anyways, to put it bluntly my erection problems are still present. The whole “plaque” thing I’m pretty sure was all just in my head, and it was just me looking for anything to figure out what was wrong with me. I’m fairly certain that has nothing to do with it. I was grasping at straws.
In these three years, I have tried almost every supplement imaginable, and nothing really happened. No improvement. I have tried not touching myself for months at a time. Still nothing. I’ve tried yoga, breathing exercises, praying (I know, right?) and still nothing. I have started exercising, and that helped, but still, I can’t really maintain an erection without constant stimulation. I think that I have narrowed it down to two possibilities. One, I may have a venous leak, which I know is something most guys grasp at when they can’t figure out what’s wrong with them, but I seem to have all the symptoms (difficulty achieving erection, and an inability to maintain it without constant touching.) I get nocturnal erections, but I don’t have enough knowledge about venous leaks in order to be able to determine whether I have one or not. I have what appears to be a varicose vein on the left side of my penile shaft, one that sticks out and looks crumpled, and I am anxious about it being the place where the leakage is, or the spot where blood is not able to stay trapped. I really hope I don’t have a venous leak, though, because I hear they are incurable without surgery. I can’t afford to see a urologist, and I doubt one of them would be able to provide much help.
The second possibility is that I have ruined my sex drive because of a terrible marijuana smoking habit. I have read that chronic marijuana smoking has been known to cause ED, and I am not going to lie, I was an every day smoker for more than a few years. Five or six years, actually, to be exact. During this dark and hazy time of my life, I found my mind to be so obliterated that I was unable to concentrate on sex long enough to have a lasting erection. I have been clean from this habit for a few months (thank my lucky stars) and I have been noticing a gradual improvement in the firmness of my erections. Although, I still haven’t regained full capability, and my erections are lost easily. The gradual improvement gives me hope, but I would think that after a few months that it would be a lot better, although, to be honest my brain does not seem to be fully normal still, so I don’t know. I’m confused and I guess only time will tell. My libido seems very low now, and even though I want to have sex, it is hard to maintain interest, and I have to really try to concentrate on sex. In other words, despite being clean for a few months, I still fell numb, dead, and dull inside. I can only hope that within the next couple of months I make a full recovery. I’m optimistic. Don’t do drugs, kids.
I still don’t do PE and I haven’t for a few years. I feel that this has been the cause of all my problems, and I don’t dare to make them worse.
I hope that those of you who sympathized with my problems, and experienced some of the same things yourselves have made a full recovery, and I would love to hear about how you are doing.