I was a pretty late developer. Other guys at school seemed to have elephant trunks and pubes before my acorn started to develop into a sapling. I am also circumcised, which made me feel a complete odd ball when as far as it appeared, no one else in the whole world had been cut. So as far as school was concerned, it was years of avoiding showers and waiting till the toilets were empty before getting my pecker out. I measured regularly throughout my mid teens, and from memory, I was about 5.5” NBP. Girth didn’t seem to matter, just the fact that I was under the ‘magic’ 6” mark, and my flaccid seemed tiny compared to what I assumed the rest of the world had tucked in their kecks. I don’t know why 6” was a magic number for me. It just was.
As far as reaction from women is concerned, that has been pretty mixed. I am not the most prolific goal scorer when it comes to women, but my first girlfriend suddenly came up with the name ‘dink’ for my purple headed yoghurt chucker. I took that to mean that I was small. I took this memory into my second relationship. After a short while with the second and older woman (9 years older than me), I brought up the subject, and she told me that I had a ‘quite large’ penis. Now, I am not a fool, and I know that when it comes to women (unless you become their ex) large means average, and huge means slighty more than average. But what she said made me feel slightly better about myself.
After the second girl, I had a number of short relationships where size was never mentioned. There was just one experience where I had got a girl to have sex with me for the first time. We had done oral sex, but for some reason not gone the whole way. So I finally get some jiggy with her, but after only a few strokes, even though she was soaking, she started to make odd noises. I asked her if she wanted me to stop, but she said it was OK. So I carried on for another minute, and then decided that I must be hurting her. So I stopped and went down on her instead. Looking back, she might have been loving it, and making the noises as a sign of pleasure. One of my big regrets in life. I never got the opportunity again.
My current girlfriend keeps my ego above water. She is a nice girl. She came up with the name Purple Headed Womb Ferret (PHWF). Even so, my part insecurities still keep nagging at me. Even if I got to 8”, I might still feel the same. Who knows. For the moment, I am enjoying the journey of PE.
I’ve just got one problem, I am seeing my girlfriend unexpectedly tonight, and I have got a dark and battered dick from a pretty hardcore jelqing session in the shower this morning. Best stick to ambient lighting I think.
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