Amazing thread.
I have been in semen retention business together with kriya yoga, meditation and mantras.
It was a time of my life, people where scratching their heads when looking at the strange and intense energy emitted all around me.
Every second was pure ecstasy and joy, many times I was asked on which drugs was even tho I was perfectly sober.
Then I got into PE and couldn’t go more than a week without accidentally blowing my load, I was doing it every day for 45 minutes and even more, very intensely.
I went from 16 cm BPEL to 20.8 cm and girth went from less than 12 cm to 14.3 in year, now I just maintain but even so in my 1 or 2 sessions a week I often blow my load, knowing that there is less energy to circulate and because of depression from getting a hernia and having it operated and dropping physical exercises altogether I stopped those beautiful spiritual practices and now I am just a regular dude.
Whereas I was crazy fit 93kg with visible abs on a 180 cm frame and mystical energy buzzing all around me with my commanding voice and attitude.
Oh my God, I will stop whining and get all that back.
Even if it means stopping PE sessions totally, I need vital energy to circulate and PE time could become kriya time again.
Worst thing that can happen is I would drop from a bit over 8in to 8, which is worth it for all the power that comes from eastern practices.
I think I should close penis chapter of personal development, all sites with info on size say that I am of the charts already, but part of me still wants more size.
Oh indecisiveness, even if I decide to go for retention and spirituality PE demon will come to test my determination, wish me luck.