Getting At Least Decent EQ When Not Doing PE, But Poor When Trying To Start

This ever happen to anybody? And what the hell does this mean? Like when trying to start I have trouble getting up. But outside of that if think about sex I get a nice boner.

Then (sometime in April 2024) - BPEL : 7; MEG : 5.3 ~

Now - BPEL : 7 - 7 1/4 not sure; MEG : 5.8

~ 8.5 BPEL X 6.5 MEG IS WHAT I WILL ACHIEVE ~