Why won’t you go to a doctor? How bad do you want it?
I do not intend to seem unduly harsh, Hardcastle, but we all know there are risks. PE is strictly voluntary and the dangers are WELL documented.
If you did injure yourself, you have my sympathy.
If you are looking to warn others, fair enough.
If you are seeking to place the blame for your negligence (not seeing a doctor) on the Thundersplace community, then you should know that is ridiculous.
What else can anyone say? You seem to dodge all of the relevant questions.
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