I really need your help
I have suffered a injury from jelqing im pretty sure of, i will tell you a little about my symptoms.
First of all i can say that i can’t live normally right now, im going crazy.
I started 10 days ago with the newbie routine, i squezzed to hard during the jelqing i guess, and my penis started a sort of rush.
It resulted in a firm and small flaccid penis, numbness and pain.
I rested 9 days, and everything seems to be better, my numnbess slowly faded away, and today i can’t feel any pain.
First of all i was very scared that i wont be able to get my sensitive back, thats not my biggest problem now for sure.
The problem is my firm and shrinking dick that act so wierd, that i’m not sure if the doctors even can figure out what’s the problem.
It changing it’s size and also changing from soft to hard all the time, for exampel when im taking a shower it feels soft, but when i go out it it’s getting smaller and hard (at the base) the erections is so much worse now than before this. I have also noticed discoloration which is scary.
I wake up in the nights and are not manage to sleep because of this injury, i havent been my self for almost a week now.
This is destroying my life and i really need some help, i can’t see any improvement with the flaccid penis problem, it’s completely weak.
I thought when i got this injury that it would be good in a week or two, the problem is that this hard flaccid problem seems to be a hell for all who have got it, i would be very glad if i could read someone who have fully recover due to this damage.
I know that all parts of the body in the most case are healing by itself, but you guys must understand that this is driving me insane.
The anxiety also get worse when i read all those who have had this hard flaccid penis problems.
So if you would get in this situation what would you do?
I dont know where to start, i have tried to tell my self that this will heal, this will be better, everything will be alright.
Guys please help me..
If i could turn back time :/
Sorry for making threads all the time, but i really need some advice, all tips will be appreciated.