I'm actually very frustrated but I still have a bit of hope

Ok, so I probably did PE wrong (although I’ve did a lot of jelqs)

I have a penis with 18-21cm length (depends on the mood and day, 21cm was the highest I’ve ever measured) but my fat pad is out of this world, it is extremely, I repeat, extremely thick, even at a low BF%.

So my NBPEL is more around 12-14cm

My main Problem is girth, my girth is only 10.5cm at the top and only 11.5cm- 12cm in the middle, my penis used to be a half Inch thicker until I’ve got ED (soft glans Syndrome)

My testicles are also very small (I’ve never saw a man with such small testicles like me) which is very humiliating for me because I look almost like a Eunuch with it

I’m doing now Jelqs and Ulis since 2 years, but my penis has gotten smaller :(

What could help?

Maybe read or ask the right way to do things? If you have been doing things correctly for 2 years you would have had something.