Late presentation from makavelia
Hi!
Here`s a short presentation followed by a couple of questions. :)
I found this place just recently. My English is not that good, hope you`ll understand! :)
I’m 27 years old and live in Sweden with my girlfriend. I work as a ambulance paramedic here in Sweden and I really enjoy my work. My interests except PEing is weightlifting, mountain-bike and reading books. :)
My interest in PE started when my girlfriend once mentioned that her ex boyfriend was really big (9,2”) and that it always hurt during sex. Even though she told me that it hurt and that it was too big I got insecure and depressed. I think about this every day because I have always wanted to be bigger then I am. I would like to be at least 7,5” x 5,5”.
I guess some of you are tired of hearing newbie`s concerning about their first gains. I hope you understand my situation. I find it very frustrating to see how many of you get great results in no time. I started using the JES extender in July and I have from this date probably used it about 200-250 hours at medium tension (1200g). Three weeks ago I found Thunder`s place and started immediately whit the newbie routine combined whit a couple of hours of the JES each day. I do the newbie routine as described whit 2 days on 1 day off. The off days I use the JES extender only.
My problem is that I don`t know if I’m gaining while erect or not. I was 16cm x 12 cm (6,2” x 4,7”) to begin with. Now I’m 17cm x 12,5 cm (6,7” x 4,9”) but I don`t now if I measured the correct way. Perhaps I measured wrong and haven’t gained shit! Flacid I noticed real gains. From the start I was 10 cm x 10 cm while flacid (3,9” x 3,9”) and now I’m measure 13 cm x 11 cm (5,1” x 4,3”). Perhaps I have been gaining very little constantly and because of that it is hard do see the different?
Perhaps this PE methods doesn’t`t work for me?
Maybe am I just to eager to see results. I don`t know. Actually I feel kind of depressed and it worrying me I may not gaining at all. :(
I’m starting to get obsessed with this PE thing!