Starting Again
I think I am ready to start my PE journey again and, just maybe, actually listen to the newbie advice this time.
I was 5.75 BPEL, 4.9 EG and I hit 6.5 BPEL 5.1 EG and 7 BPSFL, that was 2 years ago, now I am 5.5 BPEL I suppose due to loss of EQ. Also at nearly 50 I am not getting any younger.
Gains I achieved were mainly through stretchers but I got impatient and did some totally stupid things:
Pumping - got a pump and inflated my penis until it was massive. What was I thinking? Definitely hurt myself.
Weight hanging - excessive weight for excessive time - not crazy excessive but still too much too soon and again I hurt myself.
Brutal jelqing - really screwed myself with this
I even managed to overdo it on the Phallosan stretcher by using the largest dome and then pumping up my glans to fill it. Gave a great seal but made the old injury bad again. This one was really scary - no erections for a couple of months. Began to get some morning wood and things have steadily improved but as you can see from measurements above the net effect of my efforts has been shrinkage. Be warned. Doesn’t have to be that way unless you’re stupid like me.
I don’t think things are going to improve on their own now so would like to start again but gently and properly.
My girlfriend’s opinion on cocks: women often want a big cock because they have never really had a good experience and they think that’s going to be the answer but it isn’t. But she freely admits that ‘sometimes’ she wishes I was bigger. Well that’s something we have in common so here I am again. I reckon I might be able to get to 6.75 BPEL (would love 7 NBPEL) but I think what she would absolutely love would be 5.75 EG. I’m not over optimistic about achieving that but it would be a dream come true.
