The ignorance wasn’t the bliss. The bliss was believing that size wasn’t important to women. But size is important to women’s pleasure. I don’t care for being ignorant. I just want size not to matter to women and having a 9x7 could never make up for size mattering. Nothing could be more emotionally fulfilling to me than for size not to matter in the least to women. I would prefer to have a tiny penis and for size not to matter, than to have a huge penis and for size to matter. But that’s just not a possibility and no amount of ignorance can change the truth.
It is important to seek the truth at all costs to the emotions. The truth does set you free. It requires that you learn many painful lessons, but the pain is caused by not yet knowing how to deal with what has been revealed and how it causes you to question your own place and worth. It is the ignorance itself which is causing the pain when the truth is revealed. Ignorance about your own sense of worth and how things supported your sense of worth, which weren’t true.
You see, when one lives in self ignorance, they determine their value by things which are irrelevant to their value and worth. They may have a false sense of security and worth, allowing them to live in bliss for a short while. But then along comes truth, as it must, and shatters the crutches you stand on, which have allowed you to feel a sense of worth. You feel a tremendous pain inside due to everything you thought that showed you were worth something, being revealed as false. You have nothing to stand on to support your worth anymore. The illusion has been shattered and the sense of loss and dispair about who you are hits home for the first time. You have to learn to live without the crutches you use to depend on to support your self asteem and belief. It can be very frightening and seems like a completey impossible, hopeless situation. You just don’t know how to deal with the truth that has eroded your ingorance about what once supported your belief in yourself and your still present ignorance about how to value your worth.
Everything has changed for you and everything you once thought about your worth is called into question. The painful process of making sense of it all is taking place. It can take many years to come to terms with and relearn who you are and what determins your sense of value. But the light at the end of the tunnel starts to apear and you start to find a new sense of yourself. A more authentic sense of yourself. A powerful inner value and pervading truth, undetermined by anything ouside of yourself, as you slowly start realise that you never really needed the crutches, you just believed that you did. Infact they were holding you back without you ever knowing it, because you had never tried walking without them, as you thought that you needed them and were somehow determining you and your worth. You thought the things which once supported your own misconcieved sense of value, were part of what made you the person that you used to valued.
They weren’t though and the truth set you free from that lie. At this point, the truth which you once regretted being true, for the pain you thought it had brought you inside, now becomes fully understood as your liberator, freeing you from the self ignorance which was always the hidden culprit of the pain.
You must welcome truth and seek it out at all times, at all costs. Pain will come, our inner ignorances will make certain of that. Those ignorances are precisely what we need to challenge, so that we can become greater in spirit; stronger in spirit and authentic in our understanding of who we trully are and how there is nothing on this earth that can determine our worth except ourselves inside. Nothing. We can never have a chance of reaching our aspirations to become truly great and truly free, if inner ignorance is not washed away from us by the sanctum of truth.
Ignorance is never bliss. We just sometimes think it is…….until we have tasted something greater. Then we realise just how blind we used to be without knowing it and how bliss now takes on a new meaning, having a transcended, dimensional meaning we could never understand or apreciate before in our ignorant little box.
Let’s hope that wasn’t too deep for anyone to contemplate about.