I have gained about an half of an inch, but probably maybe less in BPL since starting PE in mid February, and actually gained a quarter of an inch in EG, but some how lost that EG gain, but managed to keep one eighth of it.
Sometimes when I measure that 1/8th EG, gain it comes and goes. I am happy with my length of about 7.0 nbp; from the underside with my 5.25 EG it looks like 8 inches long all day to a female who is sucking it because of its length compared to its girth. But my EG seems thin to me; about 5.25-5.3EG I think. My width at its widest point is like 1.8 inches wide while clamped with my thumb and index finger. Being that I have a long dick, I just want it to look proportional. I would be so grateful if I were to have 5.5-5.7EG with 2 inches of width in my widest point.
I have been doing about 60 10 second wet jelqs every other day, and on my off days I have just started clamping, but only one set for about five minutes and that one 1/8th gain that I said before that comes and goes has been staying more permanently for now, and I think I am on my way to some EG gains again, but I barely measure anymore do to fear and anxiety. I am doing some light clamping because I think it is good to keep the dick expanded as much as possible while gains are being cemented. In all honesty I am just trying to figure out what works best for me and where I have gone wrong in the past. I know my existing stats are on the normal/kinda big side, but I am as desperate as the guys with 6 x 4.3 for some sick reason. I truly sympathize for anyone who feels the way I feel and for guys with smaller EG and EL stats then me. I feel your pain and I wish the best of luck for everyone in their PE journey. I have destroyed my perception of what a normal penis should look like a long time ago with web sites like monsters of cock, porn stars/milfs/teens like it big, bang bros, shocking cocks, and so many more. I only go on one porn browser called sun porno. com and it connects me to all these big dick porn sites which I am obsessed with. I usually down load about a dozen 15-30 second clips per visit. My obsession with big dicks and obtaining one has caused me a lot of psychological harm, and it has destroyed my perception of my own penis size. Before I started jelqing I was more happy with what I had. I need help and I really need to gain, or I think I will be seriously fucking depressed. I actually have not been approaching as many women as I used to because of this. It is like I want to go in hiding till I at least get a permanently cemented 5.5EG, but I feel this dream is like a pipe dream for me and it may not happen because of the fact I lost my EG gains early on in my PE career. I know I am being paranoid, but it is hard not to be.