Damn I just realised that I haven’t replied to this yet. Thought i’d forgotten? Well you dont get out it that easy!
Reading about people that started really small makes me glad that I started average, or slightly above at 6.5nbp (7bp) x 5, but as some smart people say average doesnt cut it. I instinctively knew that I was average, I knew I wasnt small but as has been said before, I passed up a lot of chances with girls because of the size issue, and still do i’m afraid.
I was playing tennis with a football (dont ask) years ago when someone told me about this sex program type thing on TV, where often lots of female flesh got shown on it, among other things so I decided to watch it. For the life of me I cant remember what it was called, I dont think it was Eurotrash but it might have been. Something along those lines anyway. So I watched this program late night in my room, and turned the volume almost right down so noone would hear it (damn TV didnt have a headphones socket), and in the program penis enlargement was mentioned, specifically hanging. There was this guy from the waist down, with a censored thing over his dick, and a string hanging down with some weights on it. The guy said “….And I can tell you that this is not very comfortable!”. But good old me decided to do it anyway, and I wrapped my dick in toilet roll, tied a string to it and tied the other end to a 1.1kg weight whenever I worked out. Needless to say it did nothing.
Then the internet came to my attention, in late 99. The second thing I searched for was penis enlargement (the first was orgazmo, a film I was watching at the time). I remember being paranoid about searching for that in case some people would hack into my computer and laugh at me! The search led me to a PE forum, altpenis I think, I cant remember the name. There, some guy posted the full program of a PE paysite. I laughed and copied it to my PC (in a hidden folder deep in the windows folder lol). It was jelqing and manual stretching. I was jelqing flaccid, and it did nothing of course. But on the forum a link to the good old pub14.ezboard.com/bpeforums appeared mid 2000, and I went there and found cool people like bib, size, phat8, dance, still, chikkas, JAPP, and the rest of the gang who I cant be bothered to type all their names but are no less important. In fact I remember seeing so many posts by a guy called ‘wantmore’ that I thought that it was a defaut name for people that had not registered their own username (seriously). That wasnt true was it? ;)
I read up there and started jelqing properly, and hanging too. I decided hanging was the right way to go, and built a hanger based on the homemade bib. So I hung, increased the weight repeatedly, and got no gains. I tried different angles, and got no gains. I tried chikkas’ shock routine, and got no gains. I tried jelqing alone, and got no gains. Obviously I was getting rather pissed off at this, and like another cool guy, I made PE my number 1 priority, putting it before everything else! It still is actually. I copied hundreds of posts from the ezboard forum, especially bib’s, and the famous phat/dance conversations (I recommend this). Because I liked hanging, I could sit at the PC and read these posts if I was offline, or look at new ones on the internet if I was on (as well as porn and other stuff of course). Because of this time at the PC I became almost undefeatable at Quake, but that is another story.
But I still got no gains!!! So I switched back to the beginning and started fresh, with just a jelqing/uli/manual stretch workout, and I used supplements to try and increase blood flow during jelqing (A waste of time as it turned out). And at this time which was probably early 2001 I got a girlfriend for the first time in my life. I was still insecure, and she had to practically wrestle with me to get my pants off the first time. I talked to her about it sometimes, never saying outright that I was insecure but I think she guessed. She said I was average. Also, I was horrified to discover that she had told several of her friends about my size. Of course I expected it but I still didnt like it. Women talk. One day, we were out, me, her and two of her friends that I didnt know up until then. We went to pick them up and they seemed friendly, but after a few drinks things got a bit nasty, there were way too many penis jokes coming up in conversation (too many for coincidence). They knew I knew this, and I knew they knew that I knew they knew.
(Some of you might remember me ranting and whining about this girl on the other board)
So I decided to make PE my no 1 priority!! Oh, wait, it already is, bummer.
Around the time I finally broke up with her, thundersplace got going, and I decided not to register, I thought it was just another guy trying to get a PE site so he can make money off it (I didnt know thunder was seeker9, god knows how I missed that one). Actually, I hear thunder lives on a beach and has bikini clad women do his PE for him, so this may be true. But when I saw the rest of the bunch there I followed along, happy sheep that I am.
Then I got a bibhanger, which was really the most important part of my story, because with out the bib and bib’s advice I would not have been able to hang enough to gain. He is the coolest. After a lot of talking about clocks(dont ask), I did hanging routines plus ADS, using traction wraps and bungee cords and theraband later. I managed to increase the weight to over 30 pounds at BTC, and I bet most of 2002 was spent either working or sat at home with a bibhanger or ADS strap attached. I had all kinds of problems with skin, head pain, wrapping etc. I had to adapt and change a lot to keep in comfort.
Despite all this, I got no gains!!!! Arrrghhh!
Then, in Feb 2003 it finally happened, I got a 1/4 inch gain!!!! I was happy.
Then the next day it was gone! AAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I carried on doing what I was doing, and ordered some viagra to truly test, as I had (and had for a long while, I just forgot to mention), ED, which was OK at times and at others I couldnt get it up at all. I thought that with a viagra erection I could tell for sure, as I thought I was going mad. So it arrived in the post and I got good wood with the help of avril lavigne pics ;) , and I looked at it. It looked just the same size, and my heart sank. But I measured anyway, just to be sure. My eyes nearly popped out of my head.
Seven-point-five!!! 7.5!!!!
(the actual measurement was more like 7.4, but after 3 years and 4 months of gainless PE, I hope you dont mind if I round up)
I had actually gained more in the time between losing the gain and measuring again (which was roughly a month I think). Good Job!
Thats the SS4 story.
Here are some morals:
1. Discolouration - I have MAJOR bad discolouration on my foreskin. To the point where I could not show my dick to a girl without her thinking I am a freak. Keep an eye out!!! Some discolouration is expected, but dont let it build up, use wrapping techniques to stay on top of it.
2. Adaptation - You will have to realise that some things will not work for you. Manual moves may not. They did not for me. If something is not working after a few months, dont be afraid to shake things up.
3. Positive thinking - My gains came in a time when I really felt deep down that I was hitting the limiting factors as hard as I could. Did this play a part in the gains? Who knows, but it does not hurt to think positive so you have nothing to lose.
4. Knowldege - The most important thing. A hanger will not get you gains, knowledge will. Read over and over, even if you think you know it all.
5. Persistance - PE takes a long time for some, and a short time for others. I am convinced that everyone can gain if the persist.
6. Help other people - If you learn a lot about PE in your time on the forums, it is not just a good idea to pass your knowledge on to newbies, it is your responsibility. Karma makes the world go around!
7. Send me cash - PM me your credit card number and expiry date.
GOOD LUCK!
SS4