Disillusioned on my size (or why I PE)

Guy you should thank god for such a monster unit!

This is not meant to be dsirespectful and I am in no way implying that you are lying about your size, but I used to measure a lot more liberally that I currently do. I would have it in my mind that I wanted to have a 7.5 inch cock and I would bone press the hell out of it, angle the ruler, angle my penis, straighten my curve, ect, until I finally got the measurement I wanted. In addition, I tricked myself into believing these inflated measurements. I no longer do this as I found it counterproductive to my progress.

Anything over 9 inches is not only big, but is well into the “freakish” category of size. If you have a legitamate 9+ inch cock, women have surely commented on how huge it is and you have probably had some trouble even getting the damn thing inside a vagina without a lot of discomfort. Are you sure you’re measuring properly?

Man that’s very interesting. I too have looked at pics with stats smaller than me and thought…”what the hell. They look huge compared to me”

Never heard of dysmorphia

Beenthere,

Partially. I like big cock sex (the porn I’m talking about) and I like porn with men that look like me (in skin color), so I naturally watch black porn when I feel like it (which is not too much, but it happens). When I see pics of Mandingo or Lex or Shane, I feel very small. For one, these guys clearly have A. 10” or more in length and B. 6” or more in girth (neither of which I have), two the camera illusion that someone mentioned earlier (where 7x5s look like 9x7s).

On the other hand, I’m in the medical field and so when traumas come to the hospital I see naked bodies. I have seen a lot of naked men with my experience and some of the black men (and NOT ALL) have easily a 6x5.5 flaccid which gets me down (for one, I’m doing PE and more than likely there not)

8-ball,

I believed just what you were saying, and thought I wasn’t measuring right. I read a lot of posts here on the proper way to measure: starting with a tape measure that follows my downward erection to now a hard ruler where I have to straighten my cock against it for proper measure. No, I don’t press too hard against my pubic bone (and even if I did, the ruler would bend slightly not making an accurate measure). Look, I know that my cock is big (no trouble with sex-depending on the position we use my girl complains of me stretching her out and shys away from doing that position again), my problem is that it doesn’t LOOK as big as it measures.

Once again, the only time I believe I look big is when I’m in a clamp and I’m easily 9.5nbpx6.25. So this is my aim: to look like my clamped dick.

BT79

Ditto, I’ve seen pics of 7x5 that look easily bigger.
I don’t think it was the photography, they were decent top down pics, I really don’t understand it.

8-Ball, 9 is pretty much my top measurement (9.1), on an average day it’s around 8.5 and I notice a difference when I’ve been smoking a lot.

As far as girls comments, I’ve only slept with one girl and although she said it was big, she had no previous lovers to compare it to either (we got together young, stayed together for several years and only broke up recently), and I could tell she was only saying it for my ego.

And blackthunder, I’m into ‘big’ porn too, maybe that’s the root of it.

Teatree,

Same for me. The girl I’m with and will marry in the none to distant future says the same thing: You’re big. But it just may be that porn.

It seems that we have similar stats. When I’m not full blown hard (like my morning wood), I’m about 8.5; its only when I really try to get an erection am I 9.25.

Question: what’s your girth?

BT79

8-Ball, I think you may be hitting the nail on the head here. No disrespect to the big peckered guys, I promise! But anyone with a 9” wang is definately in the FRICKIN HUGE category and definately knows they are big and definately have been told there big. Not saying any of you arent what you say, but Im saying that Im sure there are those that do exactly what 8-ball described..

I’ve witnessed this very same phenomenon in myself. Even though I’m not 9x6 and feeling small. I have reached my short term goal and I dont feel satisfied at all. I now have new goals and a new size that im shooting for.

PE has what I’ve termed as a “perpetuation aspect”. You see you’re unit pumped up in size and get a mild rush from the look. Then the next day it goes back down. Well now it looks small in comparison to yesterdays pump. It’s the same thing that happens to you when you bodybuild. You get a pumped size, you see yourself in those mirrors at the gym that make you look bigger. Then you get home and you’re smaller. This perpetuates you’re desire to be the size you saw in the mirror.

The problem is the size is always getting bigger, and in to small of increments to notice. All you know is you desire it to be bigger than it currently is.

This perpetuation aspect I dont necessarily consider to be a bad thing. It does keep you motivated. Try to learn to turn it off and on, that is dont let it make you feel bad about yourself. But at the same time use it to keep you motivated to workout instead of watching TV or playing a video game.

They either subconsciously fudge the measurements, or possibly they are big and just want us to stroke their egos. I would say the former is much more common than the latter. And please, to the one complaining, don’t tell me I’m jealous or that you have nothing to prove. Post a clear measured picture and I’ll eat my words. A legit 9 inch cock is probably something that less than 1/1000 men have. If you have any doubts, you aren’t one of these few. Don’t feel bad, neither am I.

I would like to state that I never started at 9” (close but not there) so I don’t think I technically fit in that 0.001%.

As for posting a pic. I am not comfortable with a pic of my dick floating on the net. If I was to ever get caught (I for one don’t own a computer and have to rely on my parents or the ones at school), that would be it for me. So I know I’m asking a lot for people to believe, but there have been stranger people posting more riduclous clamis than me. For example, I’ve stated that I’ve grown less than an inch after a years work of serious PE; if I were totally making things up, I could have stated the usual “gained half an inch in 2 months, now my dick is over 10 inches”. However, I haven’t.

I believe people like Pud have hit it right on the head because I feel the same way about working out. Like how I titled this thread: Why I PE; this is the driving force for me to whip out my dick and pull. BTW I’m not the only 9” on this forum, but I maybe one of the hardest gainers and this disillusions me as I got into PE for a goal that consists of no more than an inch to gain in length and girth

So I hope this thread as raised the issue of getting to your goal is far from the end.

BT79

For posting pictures I wanna ask thunder to allow “Paint” files to be uploaded for pictures. Reason for this is when I get to the 10” mark I will post pictures but I will edit the picture in “Paint” by putting different types of spots, lines, or whatever so that you will be able to see that it’s 10” but wont recognize my hero.

What, you mean like this? :)

Save the paint file as a jpg or png file, then upload it.

Yo BlackThunder!! You need to stop watching porn. That bullshit is fake, fake shit. All those pornstars do Penis Enlargement. All of those hoes are serous profesional hoes not just average girls that just happen to be experimental and free-minded or have a big sex drive!! It’s all super fake, the emotions the settings
Also VERY few black guys are hung like that also, VERY FEW black guys are hung like you.. So drop all that self image shit, then hit the gym by running alot to get LEAN! Run alot then you will be thinner and have all the blood flow you need to get a good solid flaccid hang. That Flaccid hang bothers you alot. You need to work on that. And you can work on that also by drincking plenty of LIQUIDS! You need to start drinking fresh juices. Juice oranges and apples and even the greens like spinach (but you will need the special juicers for spinach). When I did that my flaccid hang went from short and shriveled to hang down 6inches and just .25-.5” inches less than erect girth! Do it bro and you’ll see.

I seriously think that porn is fucking you up. Fucking up your self esteem alittle.
Also when you clamp and then you see your dick be bigger and throbbin and “manlier” you then want it to be just like that every day! And that is what happens in our emotions and in our brains all the time. When I used to pump and after the pump session I ended up with this fat long piece of puertorrican/italian meat man I wanted to pump all fuckin day! And I wanted more and more! But you have basically reached the limit of your girls pussy in a lot of positions. So it is costing you right now, how much do you want it to cost you later..

Later man hope this helps somewhat..
Also what do you do in the medical field, just out of curiosity
Later bro

Locoloco,

Thanks for the input. I’m a med. student about to be a doc. As for the comment on porn, I agree it is f**king up my views a little. I started dry jelqing/ulis a couple of days ago and started seeing some swelling in the meat monster, so we’ll see.

How do you know that my hang is rare? BTW I don’t know if I stated this earlier, but my girl doesn’t think I’m small; in fact, I started mentioning PE to her (to see what she would think) and she flipped saying it doesn’t need to be any bigger. BUT my complex plus the way she groans when we’re doing doggy (I can’t push it in her all the way in doggy because she’s crying in pain) makes me want to be big enough so that she’s crying during missonary as well…yes I do love her.

BT79